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Dumpster #3: The Great Pacific Garbage Patch

Holy shitballs, look at us go. Welcome to Captain America fandom's resident wretched hive of scum and villainy: ROUND THREE. AKA Bad Guys Do Dirtybadwrong Things To Your Faves, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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[+1]

They ran as fast as they could from the exploding Hydra base, and still Bucky could feel the heat scorching his back. Another 10 minutes and finally they were far enough away, and Bucky promptly collapsed at the foot of a tree -- his legs were screaming in pain. He knew that the Winter Soldier would have just ignored it and kept going, but as Bucky Barnes, he deserved a rest after what just happened. Steve sat down more gingerly next to him, wincing a bit as he did so.

"Well, that was thoroughly horrible." Bucky reached out to hold Steve's left hand as Steve called for air pickup with his right. "I didn't know Hydra still had *that* up their sleeve."

"Hey, it's all right." Steve laughed bitterly, snapping the phone shut and leaning heavily against the tree. "What's a little forced sex between two people in a committed long term relationship?"

Bucky choked out a laugh. "Yeah, it wasn't like Hydra succeeded in a few days what we've been trying and failing to do for the last year. We should really send them a gift basket." All joking aside, it really *was* horrible. It was an ambush, and they got immediately separated. Then for two days it was the usual regimen for Bucky -- tests, drugs, and the chair. He shuddered at how easy it was for him to revert to the Winter Soldier. His therapist would call it survival instincts. But by the time they pumped him full of aphrodisiacs and lead him to Steve on the third day, it felt like just another mission.

Looking back now, Bucky could process the full horror of the situation -- Steve suspended from the ceiling, spider gag in his mouth, knife and whip scars all over his body in different states of healing. Blood and cum dripped from his face and his hole, loose from the continuous rapes. Who knew what else they'd done to Steve in the two days.

It was supposed to be Steve's final humiliation: to have the restored and docile Winter Soldier fuck Captain America at Hydra's command. Hydra sure loved spectacle -- first they made Bucky suck off everyone in the room while Steve watched. Then they maneuvered Steve's arms and legs around like a puppet to their desired angle of entry, and ordered Bucky to fuck Steve's mouth and ass.

"Fuck, that was horrible." Bucky said again. "I'm sorry about raping you like that. Rape sucks." Understatement of the year. Especially when you're being raped by the shell of a the man who was your husband.

Steve tightened his grip on Bucky's hand. "It's all right. I made you come, for once. I guess that counts for something." Bucky sat up to lean against the tree next to Steve. This way they could hold hands without having to look at each other. "Plus you took the opportunity to weaken my chains with that new hand upgrade."

Bucky frowned. Was that what he was doing? It was all really confusing. The Winter Soldier part of him saw it as just another day, another mission. He shuddered at how easy it was to suck cock as the Winter Soldier. Suck, fuck, be fucked, it hardly mattered. Guess the debilitating triggers he experienced as Bucky Barnes really *was* a sign that he'd recovered his humanity.

But if he were weakening the chains at the same time, that meant that the Bucky part of him was fighting back. He didn't remember events very well as the Winter Soldier -- they were just a series of tasks completed, without much personal context. "You made me come? I don't remember." His own orgasm wasn't part of the mission parameters. "All I remember was that they were really angry at me for something, and then they ordered me to suck you off. Ugh." Bucky leaned into Steve and said again, because it was the only thing he could say. "I'm sorry."

Steve sighed and pulled Bucky in closer while picking at a scab along his thigh. "That was our first time, Buck." He stroked Bucky's hair gently. "It shouldn't have been like that."

"For what it's worth, it was the look on your face when you came that turned off my conditioning." The sight of Steve crying angry tears as he came in Bucky's mouth.... "I knew that it was something that mattered to ME. Not a mission, not an order. But something that I'd wanted for a long time. Except not like that." All that wanting and not-wanting, it was like he was back on the helicarrier again. Bucky remembered the flood of emotions that followed -- joy at the taste of Steve's cum, distress at what he'd just forced out of Steve, and finally, cold rage at what Hydra had done.

"Well, we got out, and now they're just a pile of rubble." Steve's voice echoed the same rage that Bucky felt.

They stayed quiet, holding each other a bit longer. It felt nice, nestled in Steve's shoulder like this. Bucky knew that it's going to take time for Steve' to process what happened to him. Heck, Hydra's tricks are old hat to Bucky by now, but it's still going to take him a LOT of therapy sessions to process this. But there's one thing he needed to confirm now. Before the quinjet arrives for pickup, before all the doctors and the debrief sessions.

"Steve?"

"Hmm?"

"We're gonna be okay, right? We're going to work through this. Together. Like all the other times." Well, there weren't exactly other times where Bucky was forced to fuck Steve, but Bucky figured Steve knew what he was talking about. This whole experience probably set the Sex Problem back to zero.

"Y'know, they really wanted me to come from what they were doing to me, so they kept injecting me with these vials of ... something." Steve said suddenly.

"Oh yeah, that's some top brand aphrodisiacs custom-made for super-soldiers. Before you came along I was pretty much the sole test subject and recipient." Bucky supposes that he could laugh about it now. "Sexual torture is Hydra's favorite kind, and Hydra takes their work seriously."

"Well, I snagged a couple before we blew everything up." Steve admitted with a forced lightness in his voice. "I don't think I'd want to do anything any time soon, but maybe..."

Bucky turned and gave Steve a tight hug and a gentle peck on his cheek. "Oh my god, you punk." Bucky shook his head in wonderment. This punk who didn't know when to stop. Who'd think to grab some of the tools of his torture just because it might help Bucky with his broken dick. Bucky was the luckiest man alive to be married to this punk. "I love you so fucking much."

Steve smiled and gave him a chaste kiss in return. And Bucky couldn't stop grinning. Yup. They're going to make it through this just fine.

ALL RIGHT I AM DONE. With... whatever this was. oTL. I suppose the thesis statement is: Sex is miserable but the relationship will survive.

Sorry to everyone who was expecting actually happy and successful sex with the +1. I was writing this and going "shit so this was where all the trash was hiding. Good job, id" :0

Also, feel free to imagine Bucky being lead into the room on a leash. Cause I totally was. :3

Oh man, leave it to the trash party to give the worst possible +1 scenario. I'm impressed!

But all joking aside, THANK YOU, this was amazing, no-one else has ever written a six part fic for any of my prompts and there's some amazing imagery I will not easily forget - like USO girl Steve and Bucks upgraded sex arm. So, thank you again. Bless this fic.

:DDDDD

Basically I asked myself, "What's the opposite of 'they can't have sex but it turns out to be okay?'" The answer was clearly 'they have sex and it's their worst nightmare'. But with Hydra it can't be as simple as sex pollen. XD *throws favorite rape tropes into fetid trash heap*

But it'll be all right! Eventually they'll use the Hydra serum to get Bucky to overcome some of his triggers and they'll have proper sex!!!

I spend most of my time here lurking, so this was my first attempt at a 5+1 fic (I usually squirt off about 500 words of clinical dubcon and then abscond), so thanks for the lovely prompt! :D ("Holy shit I wrote words," is what I'm currently feeling.)

You wrote words and you should feel awesome!

(And I like your writing style, so if you feel like unlurking more, I'm sure other prompters would appreciate it, too! But no pressure, of course).

d'awwww, thanks! My writing style is pretty strictly "shit, writing is just describing the next picture that pops up in my head right?" But I'm glad it works for you!

Anyways, I'll probably give this one quick read-through tonight and post it on AO3 and then relish in Not Having A Story Cluttering My Brain. :)

My thought when I finished this was "...thank goodness for sex pollen...?" And yeah. I was a little worried the +1 would be not-trashy so thank you, darling anon, thank you. This is a thing of beauty.

Indeed, huzzah for sex pollen! (????? Maybe??? There's still all the rape trauma to deal with...) I was brushing my teeth when the idea came to me and I was like "Yes. This is the proper +1 ending to this sap heap. Conflicted Sex Pollen."

Yeah, I figured I probably had folks worried about the lack of trash, especially with pt 5 basically having ZERO sex and all sorts of character resolution. But it turns out I'm trash and I love all the horrible noncon Steve stuff, so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

*goes to quietly shame-fap to image of Steve with all sort of words carved on him*

Um. I hope this doesn't make your shame corner awkwardly crowded or anything because HEY guess what I'm now doing tonight?

Ohhhhhh bloody words-covered Steve, you are my true heart.

YUSSS join me in my shame corner. Words and tally marks and giant arrows pointing to Steve's ass. UNF.

(Also, just had a thought that since this is Hydra and they don't care about wholesome safe suspension, Steve's shoulders might be dislocated. Ouch!)

I mean. I have a terrible phobia of hooks. So I'm kinda imagining a hook suspension.

Though if you did that from his arms only you could have BOTH.

Woooooo I'm sure I'll stop hyperventilating any day now.

(Amazing how this fill keeps getting better and better even though it's done. Trash is magic!)

Hello there I am here to provide the relevant image: http://thefilthiestpiglet.tumblr.com/post/133507217468/casually-leaves-filth-around-tumblr

WHAT'S A LITTLE FORCED SEX BETWEEN 2 PEOPLE IN A COMMITTED LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP???? I love you!!!!!

XD

Steve: coping through dry humor since 1918

But yay, I'm glad you enjoyed the fill! (I'm assuming you're the lovely anon who left all the other cute messages along the way... <3333)

No I'm a new one who did not comment before! You are racking up fans

We are large, we contain multitudes!

-one of the anons who has left probably too many comments

*dispenses used-tissue origami hearts to everyone* <3 <3 <3

*resumes hiding in box of packing peanuts*

Prompt!OP: some of that was me, but there were others too, so you seem to have a fanclub!

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Dumpster #3: The Great Pacific Garbage Patch

Fill: Horizontal Tango [6/6] Re: The sex is just never going to be okay (but Bucky sort of is)

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