hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

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Bucky always feels on edge when he's not being watched by someone. It feels alien to him after being continuously watched under HYDRA. Once he's out, though, it becomes worse than inconvenient. He has an unnatural sense for when someone is paying attention and *watching* him versus when someone is merely looking at him and thinking about something else, and paying attention to one thing to the exclusion of all else is difficult for just about everyone. (Conversely, when someone is e.g. pretending to read a book and actually focused on him, he can tell that too.)

Bonuses:

+ he tries to get his watcher to follow him into the bathroom
+ he kinda casually starts masturbating and freaks out the person who's watching him (like, because he doesn't really think of the watcher as a separate person from him?)
+ he makes a fake suicide attempt to be put on suicide monitoring so that someone will *have* to watch him
+ he figures out how hard it is on people that he's putting this on them, and he tries to stop, but his mental health goes rapidly downhill (anything from anxiety to hallucinations)
+ if he stops being watched while he's asleep he wakes up

OH MY GOD THIS SOUNDS SO SAD I CRAVE IT

(OP)

I KNOW RIGHT

(it's too sad though, nobody's going to fill it)

Don't tempt me.

I'm not tempting you. Just stating a fact. It's heavy on angst, light on porn.

I don't know if it would count/work but my immediate thought was--oh he just needs to move into Stark Tower so JARVIS can watch him LITERALLY ALL THE TIME. (and be his dom. obvs.)

(na) Bucky/JARVIS BDSM voyeurism kink trash aftermath. kudos to you for, after ~2 years of trash partying, coming up with a thing the meme has never seen before

*throws around banana peels*

"Vision is a powerful, synthetic being born from a Vibranium-laced body created by Ultron and Helen Cho, programmed by Tony Stark and Bruce Banner using J.A.R.V.I.S.-based codes."

I'm just going to...

*crawls underneath a rotten piece of chicken wing*

Would he be able to feel JARVIS watching? It might not be the same.

I'll bet it'd work with Vision, though...

(OP)

Hah, I thought of that one when I was first writing the prompt. It's a juicy idea. Femdom, maledom, who cares? I want the AIdom I've been promised since Portal.

I'm so in love with this idea. JARVIS monitoring Bucky 24/7 and being there to remind him to eat and shower and use the washroom when everything's just too much for Bucky to process.

(OP)

This is my jam folks, this is it, just JARVIS casually domming Bucky in a domestic setting. This is it.

Bucky implanting himself with trackers according to JARVIS's instructions, so JARVIS will always know where he is, bugging himself so JARVIS can always hear him. Adding extra surveillance all over his rooms/apartment so JARVIS can see EVERYTHING.

JARVIS having him report what he's feeling, what he thinks about when he jerks off, describe his nightmares/flashbacks in detail, explain all his strategies for self-harm/self-punishment/escape, because JARVIS can use the data to take better care of him. (JARVIS telling him what to think about when he jerks off. JARVIS simulating the sounds/voices of a flashback in order to change it and pull him out. JARVIS locking him away from the knives sometimes, and oh yes, he knows where ALL the knives are.)

I just want to rec deep in this anatomy buried by alcibiades in case there is any poor deprived soul that hasn't read it: http://archiveofourown.org/works/2702327/chapters/6047612

Um now that I started writing this, I realize it's not all that much like what you guys are talking about...it's just sort of Bucky/Jarvis and trash aftermath, so that's why I thought of it, and it's super great.

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