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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2016-08-20 05:45 pm

Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

Okay, kids, you know the drill. Don't be a jerk except to fictional characters. Warn if you want, but read at your own risk, because [community profile] hydratrashmeme is about as far from a safe space as you can get. Garbage we like: noncon, whump, aftermath, violence, mind control, inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm, bad guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves. Garbage you should find a different trashcan for: a/b/o, D/s-verse, soulbonds, mundane AUs, OOC evil!good guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves, rotting leftovers dressed up as a romantic gourmet meal. Nothing wrong with 'em, but this isn't the crowd you should be pitching to if you're trying to sell Brock Rumlow as anything but a human dumpster fire.

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Inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm

(Anonymous) 2016-08-20 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, let's get back to the classics. Winter Soldier/Steve. Noncon fingering or fisting with the metal arm. Steve's horrified by how much it turns him on. Go.

(Anonymous) 2016-08-20 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
The Winter Soldier's little red book contains the codes to bind him to a handler, who will then gain lasting control of him (unlike Zemo, who just used the temporary codes.) Since Pierce is dead, the spot of permanent handler is now free again--and the asset decides that he never wants to belong to someone who'll use him as their killer ever again. The obvious solution: Make Steve his handler.

Bucky is happy as a clam, living with Steve and being treated with even more kindness and respect than he anticipated, but Steve is horrified when he realizes that no only does Bucky have to obey his every order and try to anticipate his wishes, it can't ever be undone...

*bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-20 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Brought to you by this beautiful and inspirational piece of fanart (https://archiveofourown.org/works/6161073). Steve is strapped down and left out for all of Hydra to use and abuse as they please. STRIKE get their revenge. Random techs and office drones wander by with their morning coffee, see the crowd of guys lined up to defile him, and come back on their lunch break to join in. Even when no one's using him, he's exposed and on display, legs held apart with a spreader bar so anyone passing by can see all the Hydra come leaking out his ass. And then there's the degrading graffiti scrawled all over his body in permanent marker...

(Anonymous) 2016-08-20 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve gets hit by sexpollen while exploring some abandoned Hydra bunker during his search for Bucky. Sam is willing to help him out. unfortunately, Bucky's been secretly watching them all along from a distance, and is getting entirely the wrong idea as he's watching Sam fuck a drugged and dazed Steve over some random abandoned lab bench.

Bonus points if, after realizing that Sam is not, in fact, taking advantage of Steve, Bucky is somehow forced to help out himself (possibly because human Sam is not up to fulfilling the needs of a sexpollened supersoldier all on his own) even though he's triggered all to hell after witnessing what looked way too much like one of his own rapes...

(Anonymous) 2016-08-20 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Everything Hydra has done to him has left Bucky with a confused and reluctant fetish for hole punishment. He can only get off if someone's hurting him: fucking him with oversized dildos, spanking or whipping his hole, fucking him with stun batons...

Bucky is ashamed and angry about his own desires, but he also really wants to get off. Thankfully, Steve is willing to help him out.

Bonus point if Steve, for his part, is ashamed about how much he's into it.

(Anonymous) 2016-08-20 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Heya, would you mind putting subject lines on your prompts? If only for the 100% selfish reason that this is totally my kink and I want to keep track of the thread via flatview/email subscriptions.

Hole abuse: Steve remix

(Anonymous) 2016-08-20 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
brainwashed!Bucky slapping Steve's hole with his metal hand, fingering him even though the joints pinch and tear at his skin, getting him so swollen and clenched up tight that he can barely even take a finger anymore... all so that when Rumlow finally forces his dick in, he knows Steve will really feel it.

The only way for Bucky to retain information is through pain

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
So with HYDRA, Bucky had knowledge literally beaten into him. Between that the the electro shocks, the only way he retains knowledge and habits long term is through pain, ideally administered by someone else. And the more frequently it's reinforced, the deeper it is ingrained.

I'm interested in the ways this would impact him post-TWS (or post-CW, if the filler prefers to go that way.)

Some possible ideas:
- writing lists of reminders to read in the morning, like "this is civilian clothing" and "a regular day involves (1) brushing your teeth...", etc
- needing to regularly zap himself in order to fight against really deeply ingrained stuff. Like, "don't go back to the nearest HYDRA base" and "you are not a thing" and "your body is yours."
- maybe the self-reinforcement doesn't work that well and he finally gives up and asks the Avengers to truly beat that into him.
- maybe the Avengers find out about the problem only when he starts slipping up in front of them

Basically I want Bucky to go through a lot of pain that no one wants to inflict.

Re: *bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Dearest OP, public use is my fave, too!

Curious: are you looking for more of the public humiliation thing or more of the objectification/institutional dehumanization thing?

(I mean, both are good, but the tone and setup varies depending...)

Also: do you want this to really happen, or is a fantasy okay?

Re: *bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Either! Both! I mean, I guess the "taking revenge on a captured archenemy" scenario leans more heavily on the public humiliation--no way is that going to be totally impersonal. But random opportunistic Hydra goons carrying on mundane conversations while they use him at both ends, talking over him like he's not even there? I am into that. I am very into that.

Like, go wherever you want with it! I'm easy for pretty much any variation on this kink. But I think I was picturing both: dehumanization/objectification on the part of all the random strangers stopping by for a fuck, deeply personal humiliation on the part of whoever orchestrated it. Extra-super bonus if Steve's squeaky-clean wholesome Captain America image is what made them choose this in particular.

Think I'd prefer it to be really happening, even if it runs on outrageous porn logic (public-use gang rape smut and hard-hitting realism make for awkward bedfellows, after all). But I definitely would not object to a fantasy version. Steve jerking it to nasty shit is a trash-party classic.

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
I second this with the fiery burning passion of a thousand suns

Re: *bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Gotcha. (Yah I lean a little more on the impersonal objectification side, although I love all variations.)

I asked about the fantasy thing mostly because a realistic non-fantasy scenario would probably have to involve HYDRA victory, which I'm not personally a big fan of. But hey, outrageous porn logic totally works. :)

home invasion, raped in a safe/familiar place

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Partially inspired by the “gang rape in sad apartment” prompt, but with a different slant.

A recovering Bucky, who either lives alone or with Steve and/or Sam (not picky), is raped at home by a team of HYDRA baddies (again, not picky.) He’s alone when it happens, probably doing some mundane task (reading on a lazy Sunday etc), and taken completely by surprise.

The apartment has become a safe, comfortable space for him. The bigger emphasis on this better because - well, not anymore! All of those nice memories and belongings and his sense of safety/comfort are completely shattered. They trash the place. If he lives with someone else, they taunt him about the relationship. They taunt him for trying to be a normal person. They rape him in his (soft, comfortable) bed. Would love it if the rape is littered with Bucky recalling positive memories of certain items/objects/locations, maybe doing so in an attempt to ground himself.

SUPER BONUS (I will give you my firstborn for this particular flavor of trash): They find his stash of sex toys/kink gear and use them on him during the assault.

Someone coming home and finding him like this would also be two thumbs up.

Basically, like, give me the setup to a sweet, fluffy, all-is-almost-well aftermath Bucky and then tear it the fuck apart.

Not a management-approved recreational activity

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
As much as I love the trope of trash parties being a long-running Hydra institution... I really want to see the dynamics of a version where the sexual abuse is committed in isolation, on the sly, by someone who doesn't know if they can get away with it, and who's breaking all sorts of institutional taboos about who gets to handle the Winter Soldier and how. Especially if it's a version of the Soldier who's smart, capable, and aggressive, despite being conditioned for loyalty/obedience and memory-wiped out of all sense of context.

- Who has the means to coerce the Soldier and the opportunity to do it undetected? Another enhanced operative taking advantage of unexpected circumstances on a mission? A rogue superior who's able to compel obedience through control of the brainwashing tech? A scientist or doctor who has access to him restrained and sedated?

- Genuine uncertainty about his ability and willingness to fight back. Does the conditioned obedience extend that far? Are they a physical match, or is this person at risk of getting snapped like a twig if the Soldier goes violent? Will he report to a superior further up the chain, and will that person turn a blind eye or descend like the wrath of God on whoever's misusing Hydra's secret weapon?

- Fucked-up power games. Erasing his memory of the abuse so he can't expose it to the higher-ups. Superiors using the perv as leverage, punishing the abuse if that will secure the Soldier's loyalty but threatening to turn a blind eye if he falls out of line. The abuse itself mattering far less than the fact that it's dirt to hold over an opponent in an internecine power struggle.

- Especially if the Winter Soldier's a cunning bastard who plays along just as much as he has to in order to get an opportunity to fucking murder everyone responsible.

Re: home invasion, raped in a safe/familiar place

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oh god pLEASE let this be filled. I'll give my left arm for it.

Re: The only way for Bucky to retain information is through pain

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my god please yes, here is my first born for a fill of this!!

Re: Not a management-approved recreational activity

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Oh please, I love this flavor of trash!

Re: Not a management-approved recreational activity

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
oh my god yes, all my century eggs for this

mini fill Re: *bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
Here's the "impersonal" side of things. :) Let's hope someone does the humiliation side! :D??

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"Hey, Mike!" There a knock on his cubicle wall. "It's Friday!" Mike looked up from his data processing. It was Frank, his cubicle neighbor, dressed in a relaxed polo with a big smile on his face. "Wanna take a work break?"

Mike frowned at the numbers on his screen. "Just a sec, the charts are turning out wonky..."

"Mi~ike..." Frank groaned theatrically. "Come *on.* We gotta get there before the lunchtime rush."

"All right, fine." Mike made a final change and then set the computer to run the process. He has to admit: HYDRA has a way of incentivizing its employees. Sure, there's the free lunch and the specialized gym and the ping pong table, but on Fridays... well, there's the Friday Slut.

Usually a different one each time, just parked in the handicap stall of the bathroom. Mike really appreciated how well thought out the whole thing was -- it was a good way to repurpose an otherwise useless space, it's a good way to start the weekend, and they go to a lot of effort making it a good experience for everyone. It's nice to work for a place with such good management.

There was a bit of a line outside the bathroom. "Ugh, what's with this line? What are they doing in there, putting on make-up?" Mike bit back a laugh: Frank can be pretty funny sometimes.

A guy walking out with his pants still partially unzipped said, "oh man, it's worth it -- you get to fuck Captain America. Tight as a virgin."

Frank shrugged. "Guess it might be worth the wait." He made a face. "I don't usually fuck guys, though. Why couldn't they have brought a girl? I really liked 'Black Widow' last week."

Mike didn't think the girl they got looked that much like the Black Widow, what with the hasty dye job and the wrong eye color, but what she lacked in verisimilitude, she made up for in enthusiasm. It was the first time he got to try anal, and ... wow, it's so different. And it's something that he's never going to convince Kim to try with him.

Anyway, they show the door guard their up-to-date STD check results (paid for by the company, and easy as getting a flu shot), and soon there were only 8 guys ahead of them. Then 3 decide to go in at the same time, so then they were down to 5.

"So why does HYDRA always like doing these role-play things?" Mike asked Frank, who's been with the group since his frat days, and has a lot more experience.

Frank shrugged. "It's fun. Don't tell me you haven't jerked off to celebrities before. Plus -- it helps protect the anonymity of the slut, *and*..." he winked. "Y'gotta admit it's kind of fun, defiling a national icon."

Mike had to agree with that. He wondered how HYDRA'd set this up, though. Sometimes the slut is in full costume. Sometimes they're in some weird porno version. Management really liked to change it up -- one week they had "Pepper Potts" in fuzzy pink handcuffs, and another week it was a different "Mistress Potts" wielding said handcuffs. And sometimes, the slut gets *really* freaky, like gimp suits and robot arms and shit. Mike bounced on his feet. Oh man, he can't wait. Will "Captain America" be wearing his WWII uniform or his current SHIELD one?

Finally, it was their turn.

This "Captain America" is... well, a bit on the freaky side. Under the Captain America helmet, his head seemed to be enclosed in a heavy leather hood, and his arms and legs were held down with heavy restraints. He's mostly naked, the remnants of his WWII spandex costume hanging around his shoulders and ankles. Scrawled across his back are the words "America's fucktoy," and there were a bunch of tally marks and other sharpie marks all across his body.

"That's not *really* Captain America, is it?" The guy looked buff enough, and the restraints locking him in place look like they were designed to hold a rampaging elephant.

Frank shot him a look. "Naw. I've seen him give a speech -- the guy's probably never kissed anyone, much less want it in the ass like this slut here." He slapped "Captain America" on said ass, and a trickle of come seeped out from behind the butt plug.

Frank made a face. "Ick, the last guys forgot to clean up." He pulled out the plug, and sure enough, the guy's ass was full of come. Frank makes some tutting noises as he grabs the nearby hole cleaning brush and jabs it in to give the hole a good scrub. "Captain America" jerks his butt in response. "You like that, eh, slut?" Frank gives the guy's hole another jab and slaps the guy's balls for good measure. "Man, I wish this were really Captain America. It'd be fun, fucking his virgin ass."

Meanwhile, Mike investigated "Cap"s other hole. It turned out that the hood had a convenient mouth hole with a stopper in it. Easy to remove and put back in without fussing with straps behind the head -- the management's definitely thought of everything. He takes it off and lets it dangle on its chain. Hm... "Captain America" seems be wearing a spider gag to keep his mouth open. Ugh. Spider gags are no fun because it means his dick's not going to get as much lip and tongue attention. Mike peered into the guy's mouth. "Ick, they didn't clean up here, either." He wished he remembered the badges of the guys in line before him -- this is the sort of behavior that should be reported to HR.

Frank only grunted in response as he thrust himself into "Captain America"s ass.

Oh well. Mike shrugged. A mouth is a mouth, and his data processes are probably still running. He grabs the nearby wet towel and wipes down Cap's mouth a bit, then stuffs his cock in.

He starts out only half hard, and the guy doesn't do jack shit with his tongue, but Frank's thrusts set a good rhythm and soon Mike was fucking Captain America's mouth. Not that he's a fag or anything, but he's wanted to do this since he was a kid. They learned about Cap in 5th grade, and there's something about Cap's genuine doofy smile on page 397 of the textbook that just made him want to wipe that smile off his face. Scribble all over it. Mess it up.

Keeping his dick in Cap's mouth, Mike leaned over and grabbed a nearby sharpie. He carefully drew a cartoonish mustache on Captain America's face and laughed as he grabbed Cap by the helmet and resumed fucking. It's like what Frank said -- it's pretty fun to defile a national icon.

Re: mini fill Re: *bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
Just um... imagine Rumlow checking badges at the door and chuckling to himself, while Pierce is setting aside time after work to watch the video stream from the stall while jerking off.

Noncon, Bucky/ofc(omc)

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky wasn't the only one hydra ever took, and one of the greatest weapons of psychological warfare is rape.
Bucky is a soldier who does what he's told, or else. Maybe the only reprieve from his own abuse(dealers choice on kind) is when he's hurting people for them and he does it to avoid the abuse if only for a while.
So maybe... something alike to "the five times Bucky followed orders, and the one time he couldn't (and was brutally punished by hydra for it)". What he wouldn't do to them, they did to him.

Could be told through Steve finding videos and files while trying to help Bucky recover from his own abuse.

Bonus if Natasha, Dottie, Peggy, and/or Jack Thompson are amongst those he was used against at any time.
Especially if Peggy is the one he 'couldn't hurt', and Bucky breaks through at the thought of hurting Steve's best girl(even if he was jealous back then) abd it's Bucky, not the winter soldier, who is brutally punished for it.

Re: mini fill Re: *bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
The hole cleaning brush, oh dear. Also, the thought that Hydra has an HR department gives me life.

Re: mini fill Re: *bangs fist on table* PUBLIC USE

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Easiest way to scrub it out! HYDRA has very considerate management.

And who else are you going to report to when someone in your department seems a bit ... degenerate? (Also: they handle putting those cyanide pills in people's tooths and handle HYDRA's complex benefits package. Everyone gets life insurance but there's no exit interviews because... well, there's that cyanide pill, right?)

[personal profile] till_the_end_of_the_line 2016-08-21 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Ohmygosh, that first part is my new kink. Just like Bucky getting the wrong idea about stuff happening to Steve. This feels like it might work well as a first person stream of conscience from Bucky's pov. If I have time later I'll fill this, but just incase I don't I sincerely hope someone else does.

Re: Not a management-approved recreational activity

(Anonymous) 2016-08-21 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh fuck yes, please! The idea of smart!capable!agressive!Winter Soldier is ridiculously, sizzlingly hot! *purrs* I'm also very intrigued by the dynamics in this prompt!