Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

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Okay, kids, you know the drill. Don't be a jerk except to fictional characters. Warn if you want, but read at your own risk, because hydratrashmeme is about as far from a safe space as you can get. Garbage we like: noncon, whump, aftermath, violence, mind control, inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm, bad guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves. Garbage you should find a different trashcan for: a/b/o, D/s-verse, soulbonds, mundane AUs, OOC evil!good guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves, rotting leftovers dressed up as a romantic gourmet meal. Nothing wrong with 'em, but this isn't the crowd you should be pitching to if you're trying to sell Brock Rumlow as anything but a human dumpster fire.

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All prompts or fills that contain Infinity War spoilers must go on the Infinity War spoiler post until May 26th. Spoilers in the main dumpsters will be deleted.

Round 4 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 5.

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Mini fill: Sex always hurts for Bucky (and he lies about it)

[(Anonymous)]

(DA) Here’s a mini fill offering of sorts to make you feel better, op? I don’t plan to go any further with it, so I hope the other anon or anons write an actual story for you.



Bucky cried the first time they made love again in the future. Steve was fairly sure everything was still okay. He was feeling a little weepy himself. Overemotional. It had been so long since they last did this.

Even so, he stopped his movements to check, “You okay, Bucky?”

“Yeah, Steve.” Bucky’s watery smile was bright enough to soothe his concern. “Don’t stop.”

When he started moving again, gentle and slow, wanting to draw things out, Bucky snapped at him. “Move, dammit, Rogers, I can take it. I want it. “ His breathing was fast and shallow. His eyes were squeezed tight shut.

Steve frowned. That was not the body language he remembered. “We don’t have to do it like this, Buck,“ he insisted. “I can stop or we could change positions or something.“

Eyes flying open to glare, Bucky shook his head violently enough the ends of his hair slapped against the pillows. “Don’t you dare stop, Steve,“ he hissed. “They don’t get to take this from us. Fuck!” Another tear slid down his cheeks.

Probably just the memories, Steve decided. They’d talked about it, how his history of abuse would undoubtedly mean flinches or even flashbacks in bed. As long as Bucky could stay in the present, he wanted Steve to push on. Bucky would tell him if he was in physical pain. If he wanted to keep going and he could still argue about it, Steve could only take him at his word.

Re: Mini fill: Sex always hurts for Bucky (and he lies about it)

[(Anonymous)]

Oh shit, this hurts my heart. Well done!

Re: Mini fill: Sex always hurts for Bucky (and he lies about it)

[(Anonymous)]

They don’t get to take this from us."
CRITICAL HIT TO THE RECLAMATION KINK CENTRE

Re: Mini fill: Sex always hurts for Bucky (and he lies about it)

[(Anonymous)]

OP here: Thank you for this little gem!