hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

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hydratrashmeme is about as far from a safe space as you can get. Garbage we like: noncon, whump, aftermath, violence, mind control, inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm, bad guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves. Garbage you should find a different trashcan for: a/b/o, D/s-verse, soulbonds, mundane AUs, OOC evil!good guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves, rotting leftovers dressed up as a romantic gourmet meal. Nothing wrong with 'em, but this isn't the crowd you should be pitching to if you're trying to sell Brock Rumlow as anything but a human dumpster fire.

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Bucky spent decades non-con subbing in HTP spaces, and before that he was a bit of a Daddy himself. He loved taking care of Steve, and nothing made him feel more right in the world than when Stevie would lick and nuzzle his palm, sweaty and breathing slightly harsh, whimpering with pleasure. Nothing made his heart sing like helping his boy or his girls, find bliss and peace under his protective hands.

Bucky after HYDRA struggles with all his rage and enforced powerlessness. He was a protector and a gentle loving Dom before, he knows and remembers dozens of examples of this.

But the things he did with love and care, were all tainted, brought low by the horrible twisted kinks of the hundreds, if not thousands, of men to brutalize and use him over the last 70 decades. He will always remember being so completely and exclusively attracted to small frail sweet boys and girls that he could help bring peace and safety to. Once upon a time before he became a monster, he just wanted to make his partners feel safe and complete. He still has that drive when he looks at sweet little spitfires like Darcy- but what he NEEDS now, is big burly men that want and need to be punched in the face during their play, men that need to be violently forced to accept their place. He needs men that can fight him, and enjoy submitting when he bests them.

Because by the end of his decades of forced service, Bucky had learned to enjoy parts of his abuse... and he needs- not want, not just is aroused by, but needs, to see other men enjoying and craving that debasement too.

He still loves Steve- loves the memory of Stevie- but sweet gentle Dom Bucky can only come out for sweet little frail subs, when Bucky looks at Steve now, he wants to subjugate him, wants to make him like it as he punch fucks him and spits dirty debasing names in his ear. He needs to see him cry and scream and beg with snot and drool and dirt and semen smeared across the runny makeup as he is called a dirty worthless whore, and have him cum from it.

He remembers loving Stevie- but now he loves the fantasy of destroying Steve. And so he tries to find others to sate his two competing desires. Maybe he talks a big guy into a scene, and finds a sweet little girl or boy to dote on and be gentle with. Or maybe, after everything that Steve has gone through, he needs exactly what Bucky wants to give him- as long as afterwards, he can also have the other side- can be powerless and frail enough after he is destroyed- to let Bucky feel that old sweet urge for him as well.

Just please, no overt non-con perpetrated by Bucky. Everything is Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Bucky just happens to be dealing with his HTP past by doing horrible things to willing subs after he strips them of their power- while trying to recapture his self image of who he wants to be, with other (already physically powerless) subs.

It looks like you already have a lot of specific thoughts and ideas for this, anon, I’d say why not take a shot at writing it yourself?

Because I am the least sexy writer on the planet when it comes to sweet things and I will fuck this one up, I can do Bucky brutalizing a beefy dude- but I will fuck up Bucky being sweet.

Also when I tried to write a Steve piece yesterday it went dark and I worry that if I write this one I may cross the noncon line. So popping this into the trash heap so it might possibly get some love, without me adding the kind of trash we don't need more of- aka good guys being evil.

:) :) :) :) :) Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes that's some good shit

Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

Bucky has a type- small, frail, pale bratty subs AND butch men that want pain

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Re: Bucky has a type- small, frail, pale bratty subs AND butch men that want pain