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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2018-05-26 03:51 pm

Dumpster #5: We didn't start the trashfire

Welcome to the latest, greatest, scummiest iteration of [community profile] hydratrashmeme. Come on in and please check your sense of shame at the door.

Rules in brief: Don't be a jerk except to fictional characters. Warn if you want, but read at your own risk, because this is emphatically not a safe space. Link your fills on the fill post. Unprompted fills: make a prompt or a header comment and reply to it with the full text. Continuations of fills from earlier rounds: just make sure you link in both places.

What's on-topic: Filthy and perverted twists on all the quality whump served up by Cap: Winter Soldier. Noncon, aftermath, uncomfortably sexualized violence, mind control, inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm, bad guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves.
What's off-topic: a/b/o, D/s-verse, soulbonds, mundane AUs, shippy/romanticized noncon, MCU heroes repurposed into OOC or edgydark delivery vehicles for your fave's suffering. If you've got a prompt for one of those burning a hole in your brain, head on over to [community profile] mcu_trash.

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Re: FILL: Secrets [1/3?] - Steve/Bucky - Bucky's rape fantasies during consensual, vanilla sex

(Anonymous) 2018-09-05 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
What an amazing fill! Oh my god. I loved the eagerness in contrast to the content of Bucky’s fantasies (knowing they’re about rape and violence while he chants yes, yes, yes because it turns him on). Wonderful.

“Rape, he said, and he liked the way it cleaved the air, so he said it again: They raped me. I was raped.”

Damn. That sentence... Bucky finally calling it “rape” so it has a name and then feeling the need to repeat it, to insist on the terminology is something I strongly identify with for personal reasons. Very well done.

I hope you feel strong enough about this to share it on ao3. I kinda wanna save it forever.