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Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

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AA here,

*Kinky high-five*

Yes, I wanted to focus on what the Asset experienced. It didn't use to leak this much, but it has never worn something as safe as that arm binding-carry harness before. Very safe and nice! Like being rewarded with a hug all of the time.

Please don't tell Handler Rogers! The Asset knows it doesn't deserve something so nice but it wants it anyway. It's weak and bad, but it will try so hard to be better, promise! Just, please let the Asset have this.

I love hearing about how readers interpret my writing, if they see it the way I tried to describe it or if they find new and amazing things that I didn't think of, I don't know which is better!

That was your comment? It's so difficult to figure out who is saying what when everyone are being Anons. It's cool though, I try to just take it in turn, going thread by thread, but thanks for letting me know.

I promise the Asset will be getting the very best, most satisfying, gentle fucking ever. The Asset is such a good boy, and Handler Rogers always gives it just what it deserves, the lucky little bugger.

Care to guess what the Asset's favorite way of getting fucked by Handler Rogers is?

Thank you so much for commenting!

*Kinky high-five back atcha!*

>Very safe and nice! Like being rewarded with a hug all of the time.

mmm......

>It's weak and bad, but it will try so hard to be better, promise! Just, please let the Asset have this.

oh my... the asset is being so naughty. he's lucky handler rogers is nice and gentle, I would think some peddling is in order to keep the asset in check.

>That was your comment? It's so difficult to figure out who is saying what when everyone are being Anons. It's cool though, I try to just take it in turn, going thread by thread, but thanks for letting me know.

yup! :) I was also shamelessly flirting with you by blushing all over the place when you replied to my comment :3

>I promise the Asset will be getting the very best, most satisfying, gentle fucking ever.

let it be known that you are now officially my favorite author ever <3

>Care to guess what the Asset's favorite way of getting fucked by Handler Rogers is?

holy fuck. this might be projecting but personally I find missionary to be the best and most intimate. (not a good guess for such a kink-full fic though lol)

>Thank you so much for commenting!

thank you so much for writing!

AA here,

>I would think some peddling is in order to keep the asset in check.

Handler Rogers would never punish the Asset for engaging in identity affirming behavior, (as you will hopefully see in the next part once I have actually written it) especially not when it has been so well behaved!

>I was also shamelessly flirting with you by blushing all over the place when you replied to my comment :3

I love reading your speculations, though I'm afraid don't think I can return your affections. Sorry

>I find missionary to be the best and most intimate. (not a good guess for such a kink-full fic though lol)

*Gasp!* Missionary? The Asset may be greedy, defective and useless, but it would never dare to impose itself on Handler Rogers in such an intimate way! It knows such things are for lovers (for Bucky), and the Asset is just a used up toy in Handler Rogers's possession.

It knows its place is under Handler Rogers's boot. At the moment the Asset is still just trying to re-pay him for the mercy of using a soft slipper and giving it a pillow to lay on. You know.

Thank YOU for commenting!

DA

>*Gasp!* Missionary? The Asset may be greedy, defective and useless, but it would never dare to impose itself on Handler Rogers in such an intimate way! It knows such things are for lovers (for Bucky), and the Asset is just a used up toy in Handler Rogers's possession.

Tbh, that's a nice summary of why I would love to see them do missionary at some point.

>Handler Rogers would never punish the Asset for engaging in identity affirming behavior

totally agree, their doing good progress and peddling would definitely set it back.

>I love reading your speculations, though I'm afraid don't think I can return your affections. Sorry

say it ain't so!

>It knows such things are for lovers (for Bucky), and the Asset is just a used up toy in Handler Rogers's possession.

aww.... ok now I'm super curious what the assets favorite way of getting fucked by handler rogers. hope it's something that won't scare steve though

(Different anon)

I am totally here for the Asset getting satisfying, gently fucked by Handler Rogers, but also, I hope, at some point, we get to see Handler Rogers get gently fucked by the Asset as well.

(I a trash for bottom!Steve but I am here for anything you write because this fic is so delightful and please give Steve all the shame-boners.)

Do the other Avengers know that Steve and the Asset have a sexual relationship?

(New different anon) I'd like to see that too.

And omg if they don't know... the shame and guilt Steve must go through and does the Asset wonder why or does it not occur to it?

(DA) I'm in the minority that can't stand bottom!Steve so I'll skim over that part if it happens, but I'm 100% looking forward to the Asset getting the nice gentle dicking it craves but feels it doesn't deserve.

As for the rest of the team, that's a lose/lose situation, isn't it? I can't imagine all of them would be perfectly understanding of Steve's position if they knew, even if they tried to hide their disgust; and if they didn't know, I'm sure they'd suspect, which might make Steve both guilt-ridden AND paranoid. *Count Rugen voice* How marvelous.

AA here,

I'll try to answer you all.

1>I hope, at some point, we get to see Handler Rogers get gently fucked by the Asset as well.

2>I'd like to see that too.

3>I'm in the minority that can't stand bottom!Steve so I'll skim over that part if it happens

All I'll say is anything is possible, (I like Steve in any arrangement, but if I write Bottom!Steve in this it will probably be be overshadowed by Gentle-Top!Steve.

1>Do the other Avengers know that Steve and the Asset have a sexual relationship?

2>And omg if they don't know... the shame and guilt Steve must go through and does the Asset wonder why or does it not occur to it?

3>As for the rest of the team, that's a lose/lose situation, isn't it? I can't imagine all of them would be perfectly understanding of Steve's position if they knew, even if they tried to hide their disgust; and if they didn't know, I'm sure they'd suspect, which might make Steve both guilt-ridden AND paranoid. *Count Rugen voice* How marvelous.

Okay, in this fictional trash-verse the Avengers know about everything. I don't think it was pretty at first, but after watching the Asset almost die from order/touch/fuck-deprivation, pale as a ghost, shivering, unable to eat or sleep and crying while begging for cock non-stop, they where kind of accepting. The Asset seemed genuinely happy with Steve as a handler (in a way that was different from the conditioned behavior).

Steve also asked them to keep an eye on him to make sure he didn't 'abuse' his power.

If that's too OOC for you then I'm sorry.

Hope that answers your questions. If not, then please feel free to ask me to elaborate.

Thank you for commenting!

I don't feel like any of this is OOC. like, no, this is exactly what I am here for - gentle!Dom Steve and may-never-recover!Bucky. I was only asking about the Avenger's knowledge to see how guilty Steve would be feeling. Plus, if the Avenger's didn't know about Steve and Bucky's sexual relationship, that would just give Steve a delicious side of panic anytime they were present with Bucky because what if Bucky let it slip that Steve and him were having sex? But, that's not where you are going with this story, which is fine because I love supportive Avengers too, it's great. It's all great. Thank you for gifting us with this fic.

AA here,

Okay, thank you for being so understanding, and I apologise if I came across as defensive or passive-aggressive, that was not my intention.

I didn't want to write Steve having to juggle the extra drama of rejection/fear of rejection from the Avengers. I felt Steve had enough delicious self inflicted guilt in caring for the Asset.

Thank you for commenting! Yes, gentle-Dom!Steve, may-never-recover!Bucky with background-supportive!Avengers is a perfect summary of what I want to do with this fic.

watching the Asset almost die from order/touch/fuck-deprivation, pale as a ghost, shivering, unable to eat or sleep

Could we please see some of this in a flashback please. Or at least feel free to expound upon it at great length and detail, thanking you in advance.

AA here,

I didn't intend to do it. I prefer sad Aftermath comfort over actual trash, so I didn't give the backstory to the fic much thought to details. But I am not adverse to writing something out if demand gets high enough.

Thank you for commenting!

yet another anon intrigued by the guessing game.

i'd like to put a dollar on 'riding steve's dick with its hands bound behind its back so steve doesn't even have to do any work but the asset isn't likely to misbehave on accident'.

...and another dollar on 'wrapped up in steve's arms so he can stroke its hair and tell it how perfect it is and be exactly as gentle and kind as he longs to be'.

AA here,

We're getting warmer here!

Dirty minds think alike.

Thank you for commenting!

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