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garbage all the way down ([personal profile] trashmod) wrote in [community profile] hydratrashmeme2018-05-26 03:51 pm

Dumpster #5: We didn't start the trashfire

Welcome to the latest, greatest, scummiest iteration of [community profile] hydratrashmeme. Come on in and please check your sense of shame at the door.

Rules in brief: Don't be a jerk except to fictional characters. Warn if you want, but read at your own risk, because this is emphatically not a safe space. Link your fills on the fill post. Unprompted fills: make a prompt or a header comment and reply to it with the full text. Continuations of fills from earlier rounds: just make sure you link in both places.

What's on-topic: Filthy and perverted twists on all the quality whump served up by Cap: Winter Soldier. Noncon, aftermath, uncomfortably sexualized violence, mind control, inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm, bad guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves.
What's off-topic: a/b/o, D/s-verse, soulbonds, mundane AUs, shippy/romanticized noncon, MCU heroes repurposed into OOC or edgydark delivery vehicles for your fave's suffering. If you've got a prompt for one of those burning a hole in your brain, head on over to [community profile] mcu_trash.

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FILL: fire and water for your love - Avengers finding human science experiments Bucky, skinny!Steve

(Anonymous) 2018-08-19 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Moving over from Dumpster #4
https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2271.html?replyto=5441503

Chapters 3-5 are now up on ao3:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14263107?view_full_work=true

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Oh man, I’m really loving this fill so far!

bucky humiliates himself for nothing

(Anonymous) 2018-08-21 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
bucky goes after a hydra cell with steve. the mission goes bad. they get separated and bucky gets knocked unconscious. when he wakes up he realizes that he got captured by a somehow still alive brock rumlow. rumlow wants revenge. he threatens to kill steve who is supposedly being tortured and about to be killed in another cell if bucky doesn’t play along. bucky then does increasingly humiliating things to himself, allowing the hydra goons to abuse him any way they want to save steve. at the end of it, rumlow brutally rapes a completely unresisting, broken-down bucky and whispers in his ear that they never had steve in the first place. when rumlow is done with him, bucky gets thrown out like trash (naked and flithy) for steve to find.

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Steve/Rumlow, dubious consent

(Anonymous) 2018-08-21 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
So I guess most of us are familiar with the classic trope of 'Rumlow sent to seduce Steve to get him to cooperate'. Which usually ends pretty badly for Steve, being on the receiving end of Rumlow's affection/manipulation.

What I wanna see is a twist on that trope, where Rumlow ends up being the one getting hurt physically/emotional due to faking consent. Like he absolutely does not want to have sex with Steve but someone higher up told him his leadership in STRIKE depends on it so he plays along.

Not asking for evilgoodguy Steve, just Steve not figuring out that Rumlow is in a position where he's pretty much forced to consent even when he really doesn't want to and not having any bad intentions behind the act, thinking that what is happening is fully consensual.

+ Rumlow bottoming and not enjoying any of it, not being aroused etc and Steve attributing that to himself being a bit rusty fresh out of cryo and not being able to make Rumlow feel good, rather than Rumlow actually being in pain due to insufficient prep and just not wanting to be doing what he's doing

+ Rumlow being absolutely disgusted with himself afterwards while Steve remains pretty much oblivious

++++++++++++++ Hydra husbands h/c, Rumlow feeling awful bcos even technically what happened was not consensual he still feels like he cheated on Jack, and Jack comforting him afterwards

Re: Steve/Rumlow, dubious consent

(Anonymous) 2018-08-21 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
So I wrote something a while back that might be RTYI: https://archiveofourown.org/works/11064435/chapters/25848885 It's a short fic written for a prompt, about Brock suffering after his first time with Steve (it was like in your prompt - Brock got an order he didn't like) and seeking comfort from Jack who can't/doesn't want to offer it because he's hurt by the whole situation as well.

I hope you get a full fill on your prompt because it's great!

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out with the trash

(Anonymous) 2018-08-21 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspired by the trash aspect in that last “bucky degrades himself for nothing” prompt:

Bucky is no longer useful to Hydra as an asset so they do a number on him and dump him at Steve’s front door like that.
Now Steve has to deal with clean up and a traumatized Winter Soldier who’s dead convinced he’ll be turned away again because he‘s just a worthless piece of trash that no one wants.

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I would do anything to get Steve and Bucky back together in the most painful, heartbreaking way possible

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Steve/Bucky, programmed to suffer

(Anonymous) 2018-08-22 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
HYDRA programmed the asset to _need_ punishment after a rule infraction (or just at regular intervals)---if it feels like it's done something wrong and doesn't get its regular dose of brutal torture, it starts to shut down...

At some point in time Bucky finds his way back to Steve, whom he thinks is his handler. Bucky can't live without the pain, and Steve is so hopelessly in love that he would do anything to keep his Bucky, so punishment ensues...


+shock collars and stun batons

++Steve catches Bucky punishing himself

+++Steve feels so guilty that he starts doing to himself everything that he does to Bucky

++++Steve gets a shameboner from torturing Bucky

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+++++++++++Bucky wants it all to end but he knows it would break Steve even more so he keeps living for him

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Bucky misunderstands consensual kink

(Anonymous) 2018-08-22 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
Due to his trash past, Bucky gets the wrong idea about a consensually kinky relationship between Steve and Sharon. Steve's horrified when he finds out Bucky thought he was using his girlfriend as a Hydra-style fuck toy.

The House Wins (1/?)

(Anonymous) 2018-08-22 09:20 am (UTC)(link)
Oops, I am trash that starts filling her own prompt.

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They keep their voices soft, but not so soft that Bucky can't hear them through the wall. "Please," the girl whimpers. "Oh, please let me." Steve's weight shifts on the bed, changing position, and she chokes back a sob.

"Good toys don't come," Steve says. "You know that." Another wrecked, despairing sound from the girl. "Now, beg me not to let you."

"Please—please, Steve!" Bucky can hear the air punched from her chest as he fucks her. "Please don't—oh god, please—please don't let me come."

"You worthless piece of shit whore," Steve says tenderly. "You're not going to come tonight. Or tomorrow, or next week, or the week after. You're just a hole for me to fuck."

Bucky strokes himself quietly to the sound of her moans. There'd been a skinny blond recruit once who sounded just like that when STRIKE made him the barracks slave. Please don't, please. The Soldier fucked him hard when it was his turn.

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Steve is insatiable. "I want your ass tonight," Bucky hears him whisper through the wall. "You're allowed to come, if you can do it from just my cock in your ass. Nothing else." A muffled protest from the girl, followed by the sharp crack of flesh on flesh. His hand across her cheek, Bucky thinks. "Quiet, or you'll be punished while you take it."

He barely stifles his own hoarse sound as he palms the leaking head of his cock. There'd been a dark-haired girl recruit who begged them not to fuck her ass, and sobbed uncontrollably when they did it anyway. The Soldier had his choice of her holes, and took her ass because he knew the panic would make her tight, and because it was good when the person suffering wasn't him.

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"Steve, I can't, please, I'm sorry, it hurts." Through the wall, the girl's whining is louder than usual.

"The next time you ask me to stop," Steve says, "I'm going to take it out, and use a larger one instead."

At that, she begins to cry in earnest. Bucky's cock twitches and strains in his fist. Steve guards his fuck toy jealously, the prerogative of rank, but Bucky knows it's only a matter of time before he catches her alone. Soon, he thinks. He's getting tired of his own hand.

"Maybe I should anyway," Steve says. "What do you think? I think you can take more."

"No," she says quickly. "Don't, I'm sorry, please don't—"

Bucky knows what a girl's scream sounds like with a hand clamped over her mouth. He never liked the loud ones.

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Re: Fill: Bucky/Anyone, bloodplay. Loads of blood.

[personal profile] 99lufttentacles 2018-08-27 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, trashfam. I just made some new dried out garlic bread with what appears to be blue cheese dressing on it : https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/587.html?thread=6413899#cmt6413899

Rumlow/Steve - clothed/naked

(Anonymous) 2018-08-27 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
Rumlow in full STRIKE tac gear, fucking a captive Steve who's been stripped naked.

Also acceptable (read: awesome): Steve's still got his boots on, but the Cap uniform's been mostly ripped off him and he's totally exposed everywhere it counts.

Bonus: Bruising/marking, especially if it takes a lot to mark Steve up. Bootprints on bare skin. Gun or knife kink.

Hydra husbands fuck or die

(Anonymous) 2018-08-27 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Brock and Jack survive the triskelion, go on the run, get captured by remaining HYDRA goons and are forced into a fuck or die scenario.

At this point they've been together for years, are actually married, Brock is past any no homo bullshit he might've had going on in the past, they're living the old married couple lifestyle.

What I wanna see is the pain and humiliation of having this side of their relationship used against them.

+ Both Jack and Brock enjoy vanilla sex (due to their rough and tumble lifestyle, chronic injuries etc) but they're forced to go at it rough, making it extra uncomfy

++ Humiliation re: Brock's burns

+++ Humiliation due to the fact that one or both of them have a tough time getting it up (cuz they're old men with a fuckton of physical and psychological trauma)

+++ Jack bottoming

+++++ Trying to be soft and loving and take care of each other despite the circumstances

+++++++ Hurt/comfort, trying to survive afterwards despite everything, still together and in love

HYDRA is Bucky's family (literally)

(Anonymous) 2018-08-28 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
(I've also posted this over at the other meme, in case anyone is more interested in the setup than the HTP aspects-- I'm good with any amount of explicit content for this one.)

I think it's safe to say at this point that most of us have read and loved some variation on Bucky thinking that Pierce or another HYDRA agent is Steve, and at least a few of us are familiar with Seb Stan's comments about how HYDRA was Bucky's family in a sense. So here's the unholy offspring of those two concepts.

Bucky mistakes someone at HYDRA for one of his family members (I'd love if it was his mother or sister, but if you can make his father work here that would be great too). HYDRA of course uses this their advantage in whatever HTP fashion the filler wants. Some ideas:

-The “family member” themselves is complicit in the Asset's sexual abuse somehow (if the person in question is female, maybe they see this as a way of proving themselves as good or better at controlling/degrading the Asset as their male counterparts).

-HYDRA threatens to torture/kill the “family member” to keep the WS compliant while the HTP stuff takes place.

-The "family member" comforts the Asset/orders him to be still during HTP happenings/other abuse.

-Bucky/the WS realizes that something is off about the person and either rationalizes this or breaks his programming.

-Maybe the "family member" leaves or dies during Bucky's 70+ year captivity and the WS reacts to this.

+All of the bonus points for Bucky's conflicted aftermath feelings.

Rumlow forces some butt-chugging on Steve

(Anonymous) 2018-08-28 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Rumlow heard of the fact that Steve can't get drunk, so he decides to give it a try. He opens a bottle of alcohol and pretty much pours it up inside of Steve's anus. (an alcohol enema)

Steve gets super drunk and is so out of it, and Rumlow takes advantage, fucking Steve sloppy with the bottle.

-Please have this be either dub-con or non-con. Better still if Rumlow has been gentle manipulating Steve, getting more awful with time and Steve isn't quite sure about it
-Start with Rumlow being sweet but manipulative and progressingly getting more demeaning
-ALL the humiliation please!
-Give me Steve drooly and not all there, not being able to string a full sentence and fucked till he can't no more :D

black comedy puns

(Anonymous) 2018-08-28 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I want morbid punny and funny and weirdly lighthearted despite it

Rumlow gets the trash party treatment

(Anonymous) 2018-08-30 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
What it says on the tin. Gimme the usual HYDRA trash party nastiness but with my favourite garbage fire Brock Rumlow on the receiving end. Maybe it's a punishment for disobeying orders, maybe it's an initiation, maybe it's his STRIKE teammates finding out he's not as straight as he says he is and doing what feels right. All I care about is that it's an awful time and it hurts and doesn't feel good at all and by the end he's a filthy bruised sobbing mess.

Oh, and that cute lil harness (ya know, the one he wears in the elevator scene) stays on.

Extra gross bottom of the dumpster bonus points for HYDRA husbands aftermath/recovery.

HYDRA recaptures Bucky and forces him to recount (then relive) the trash parties

(Anonymous) 2018-08-31 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky gets recaptured by HYDRA post-TWS (how much he’s recovered/remembers at this point is up to the filler). They shove him in front of a camera and force him at gunpoint to describe all the ways they used him in the past, prodding at him and taunting him whenever he stumbles over or tries to minimize anything. The sexual teasing eventually culminates in full-on assault and rape, all of this while Steve is left helplessly watching the video(s) through to the end in order to find out where Bucky is.

+Bonus points if this is how Steve first finds out that HYDRA abused Bucky sexually.

+Additional bonus points for any post-rescue h/c.

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(Anonymous) 2018-08-31 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
Omg

And he’d have to watch the video so carefully for clues/evidence and it would kill him

My evil heart loves this

Captain america "Stuck in the wall"

(Anonymous) 2018-09-02 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
Steve gets "stuck" on a mission. Many people want to help him out.
Steve does not approve, but cant fight back

+ Markings and Scarring ++ Steve crying is my biggest weakness +++ Stoic to fucking mess

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I... want this... so much

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the passion of bucky

(Anonymous) 2018-09-03 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
this is a simple prompt inspired by that special jesus look in the black panther post credits scene: bucky gets nailed to the cross both figuratively and literally. i’d like the whole jesus treatment turned trash. maybe someone is punishing bucky for his winter soldier crimes. maybe it’s the world’s most questionable consent play with a loving partner... dealer’s choice really.

hypersexuality and denial

(Anonymous) 2018-09-06 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
bucky doesn’t tell anyone about the rapes and tries to prove to himself that he’s over the trauma by sleeping around with strangers. eventually someone notices that he doesn’t seem to enjoy it or he shows other signs of unhealthy hyper-sexual behavior that can’t be ignored and confronts him about it.

+ the person who notices is steve (sam would be fine, too)
++ bucky insists that he’s ok but he is actually losing control over the situation/ can’t deal and needs help
+++ what would bucky do: bucky believes he should be into casual hookups because his “old self” was rather sex positive and liked to have a good time before the war but he’s clearly not into it anymore so he has to force himself to “act natural” before someone notices how much he’s changed
++++ the encounters with strangers can get pretty fucked up and feel like dubcon at best, retraumatizing bucky further
+++++ (optional) the person who notices helps him get better by becoming bucky’s loving, steady sex partner, providing for his needs and helping him form an intimate relationship again

Rumlow manipulates Steve's guilt over Bucky

(Anonymous) 2018-09-08 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
So it's pre-CAWS, and our favorite trash pile Brock Rumlow has been doing his research, and knows the exact date that Bucky fell to his "death." Because he is such a good friend, he shows up at Steve's place on this anniversary, and of course Steve is alone and a mess, maybe he's even managed to get himself tipsy by drinking a few bottles of vodka or something.

Brock is very concerned! Of course he wants to listen to Steve talk about all the grief and guilt he is feeling! He is even nice enough to gently press him for details so that Steve can talk some more about how he feels like the death was his fault! Oh damn, Steve is now feeling so shitty about himself that he's willing to let someone rough him up a bit and do whatever else they want, good thing Rumlow is there to be a pal!


+ all the terrible verbal manipulation
+ lots of Steve crying, whether from the Bucky feels or from pain or both
++ Steve kinda suspects what's going on on some level but feels so shitty about himself he doesn't care

(Anonymous) 2018-09-08 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh dear, where do I start. That was so awesome on so many levels! Rollins is written how I most love villains written, better even! No repentant at all, keeping the casual conversation, knowing he's the bad guy and having no regrets. That fragment of not being judging if someone is noisy in bed! Oh man, how gallant of him. If only he wasn't literally raping poor Sam at the moment.

Sam! My poor cinnamon roll. Awesome characterization. I can totally feel him here, I love how he reasons in his head, like he was trying to do a therapy on himself, being the victim and his own healer

Bucky comforting Sam!!! Omg!! I'm incoherent at this point! In that flat voice of the brainwashed killing machine says these things, nice kind things but what terrible events they indicate!! Oh my god

Help!

[personal profile] chipsahoymccoy 2018-09-08 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Idk where to ask this but I am looking for a story posted on here a while ago. Bucky is in his room and Hydra comes for him. They drug him so he cant move and rape him. They make fun of his diary and put a stuffed bear into his mouth while raping hj bim. Can someone please help me find this story on here :(

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I literally made an accout to find this one post 😂

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Every sex act is triggering

(Anonymous) 2018-09-11 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
(Posted on the other meme as well, so the amount of explicly described noncon is up to the filler.) Due to years of many and varied HTP rapes, there's no way for Bucky to have sex that doesn't trigger him somehow, since he was used in just about every conceivable way imaginable. Resolve/don't resolve however you want (I'd prefer Stucky for this one, but if the filler has their heart set on another pairing, that's fine too.)

Weird dicks

(Anonymous) 2018-09-11 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
Hydra's the home of all the unethical mad-science experiments, right? So I'm sure they've got a few "assets" with unconventional assets who could rape Steve and/or Bucky and/or Natasha...

Up OP's alley: knotting, spikes/ridges/barbs/other painful additions, double dicks used to fuck 2 people at once, double dicks used for DP, aphrodisiac bodily fluids, tentacles, oversize monster dicks shoved into holes that shouldn't be able to take them

Not OP's cup of tea: Oviposition, mpreg, bestiality (sorry! I'm sure someone else on the trashmeme is interested...)

Fucked-up HYDRA dynamics

(Anonymous) 2018-09-13 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
What it says on the tin. Because theirs is an environment that rewards high levels of violence, HYDRA agents start to brutalize the Asset competitively, motivated by the thinly-veiled fear that they'll be next if they fail to intimidate their colleagues. Since the "winner" is whoever does the most horrible, depraved thing within recent memory, there's no foreseeable endpoint other than everyone eventually turning on each other. Just give me HYDRA violating the Asset in increasingly creative ways, and living with the perpetual threat that they'll be next.

Infinity War aliens

(Anonymous) 2018-09-13 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Rewatched Imfinity War and this scene jumped out at me:

http://marveladdicts.tumblr.com/post/178033987699/avengers-infinity-war-2018-dir-joe-anthony

Don’t care the context or the reason, but Bucky needs the trash meme treatment by those alien things.

I’ll show myself out.

Re: Infinity War aliens

(Anonymous) 2018-09-13 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The four arms might come in useful 🤔

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Felching

(Anonymous) 2018-09-17 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
HYDRA gangrapes the Winter Soldier in front of Steve and makes Steve suck HYDRA cum out of the Soldier's ass.

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