hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #5: We didn't start the trashfire

So I assume a lot of Hydra goons don't even see themselves as rapists ("using" the asset in its secondary function, etc). But I'm looking for a fic where the fact that the bad guys are raping the good guy (of choice) is an explicit part of the dirty talk.
I'm sorry, my id demands!

Let's say the villain(s) of the week capture on of our super soldiers and while they plan on keeping him alive, they won't set him free until they have permanently ruined his asshole.
So... size kink, object insertion, whatever else you can think of, and lot's of humiliating talk about how they're permanently ruining him.

No explicit scat please. Other than that, go wild. It's not so easy to damage a super soldier, after all.

Basically what it says on the tin - Bucky wants Steve to punish him for having sex with other people (i.e. being assaulted.)

Would definitely prefer if this skewed cathartic rather than self-destructive. Bucky knows it wasn't really cheating but is wrestling with feelings of guilt and shame and is turned on by the idea of Steve being angry at him/possessive. (Would also definitely prefer if Steve gets turned on by the fantasy too; even if he maybe has some trouble at first with the initial premise.)

Bonus points if the punishment focuses heavily on "reminding" Bucky who he really belongs to (Steve), how Steve's going to keep him captive so no one else will ever get to him; Additional bonus points for lots of slut shaming/victim blaming

rumlow stumbles upon a bucky who has been surviving on his own for a while and is basically a prostitute now because that boy has to eat. maybe he finds him on accident or on purpose. important is that the soldier sucking dick for money is hilarious and maybe there's still enough soldier left in bucky to grant rumlow a nice night in exchange for money (that he might or might not receive)

Rumlow has a secret kink: he likes being pegged and dominated by his female colleagues.

+ bondage and other non-pegging things, Rumlow paying them for it (bonus if it's because he's secretly addicted to it)
++ someone "accidentally" finds out, filler can decide what's being done with this intel...
+++ if filler can somehow make the female colleague a canon character.

Prompt: Rumlow captures Steve and Bucky who are in a romantic relationship with each other. Of course Rumlow being a sadistic fuck, decides the best way to get his revenge is raping Bucky in front of Steve to break their spirits. The kicker: It doesn’t go as planned. Bucky is mortified at first but then Steve starts “ignoring” Rumlow and what he’s doing and tells Bucky that nothing could ever change how much he loves him instead, basically talking his boyfriend through it. I just want stubborn Steve defying Rumlow instead of pleading and crying as expected and Bucky going from deeply ashamed and afraid to feeling supported despite what’s happening to him. It definitely ruins the experience for Rumlow while his victims manage to strengthen their bond through the trauma.

Bonus points: Bucky was always afraid Steve would judge him if he learned every trash past detail (shutting him down with “you weren’t there” when Steve expressed sympathy in the past maybe), especially about him getting aroused during the rapes but when Steve notices/ Rumlow draws attention to it this time Steve gives a big speech on how it’s not Bucky’s fault/ it’s just a physical reaction...

Wakanda is a known as a country of good and generous people but not everyone is happy with the king’s decision to let a foreigner stay on their sacred land. A group of warriors goes digging for dirt on the White Wolf to discredit him and finds trash.

Cue:
- the group confronts Bucky with it and shames him for his past (maybe they comment on his looks, call him a half-woman who's asking for it and bully him or something)
- they demand sexual acts as payment for his stay in Wakanda
- Bucky doesn't want to leave because he cherishes the life he built there and needs Shuri’s treatment to get better
- having the self-worth of a new born baby, Bucky also feels like he owes them somehow
- he accepts and lets the Wakandan’s do whatever they want with him
- it doesn't stop there, the group comes back regularly, basically treating Bucky like a prostitute they can visit when they're in the mood
- someone else notices the frequent visits but believes Bucky enjoys spending time with them or is consenting to sex to reclaim his sexuality and congratulates him on it
- Bucky regrets that his sexual servitude ruins his peace in Wakanda but still feels like he earned it for his crimes and it's all he's good for
- someone else notices how wrong the whole “arrangement” really is and gets the group arrested
- all Wakandan’s learn about Bucky's recent activities and his trash past in the end
- there are some consequences (like some of the children are no longer being allowed to visit him, people look at him differently) but mostly the Wakandan's are horrified that their own people would do something so vile to the gentle White Wolf

Note: I would prefer the group to be male (like your typical overconfident young group of inexperienced soldiers who want to blow off some steam) but if you want to add a female warrior in there, that's fine. I'd like to avoid racism towards the Wakandans wherever possible. They are still a great people but there must be some bad eggs, too.

Bucky developes a very specific way of self harming to cope with his trash memories. He literally freezes himself every time he’s haunted by the guilt and disgust that comes with them. Because he can’t get into a cryo pot anymore (maybe it’s gone or it would be too noticeable when he uses it) so he takes baths in a tub filled with ice cubes/ ice packs/ freezing cold water. It’s up to the filler if he does it because...

a) it reminds him of the calm and quiet of cryo
b) he used to be raped right before or after cryo and does it purely as a punishment to take himself back there
c) the memories get him hard and that shameful boner needs to go down fast before it makes him sick

bonus points:
+ Bucky lives with Steve who realizes what he’s doing/ catches him freezing himself
++ Steve gets in the tub with him despite his own aversion to the cold (inspired by this picture: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CxOTMweVIAAGxz0.jpg:large)

This is like my third prompt this week. Forgive me for flooding the trash board. I'm just inspired.

In order to form Bucky into the Winter Soldier, Hydra doesn't only teach him the loss of bodily autonomy - they also make him associate choice and voicing anything that even remotely resembles an opinion with pain. Every time Bucky gets tortured, they give him a choice between two bad alternatives: Getting beat with fists or getting kicked in the stomach, getting whipped with a cane or a bullwhip, getting raped by one or two men, and so on. Whatever choice Bucky makes, Hydra makes sure that it's always the wrong one. They twist their words around, treat him more horribly than he could have imagined, and then insist that he's the one who asked for it in the first place.
After a while Bucky starts to doubt himself so much that he asks others to chose for him and then stops giving his opinion entirely. When he's finally free from Hydra, he still struggles with basic decision making and relies on others to guide him.
I hope this last bit is not wandering too close to bad guy territory:
Bucky finally gets so angry about everything he went through and how much it still effects him that he goes on a revenge spree, offering his Hydra tormentors a choice between different ways to die before he kills them (or maybe he just makes them believe they're about to die and releases them after the choice is made - that's fine, too)

For whatever reason (punishment? unknowingly volunteering to become Asset 2.0? blackmail?) our favourite garbage fire Brock Rumlow ends up in The Chair. However, due to the fact that he lacks Bucky's super soldier resistance, he ends up getting his brain fried rather than just having his memory wiped.

Cue Brock being discarded as a failed experiment and his ex-subordinates (would prefer if it wasn't Rollins though), Pierce, the Soldier, whoever really having their merry way with him while he cannot resist (and all he can do in fact is drool and whine and be a brain damaged mess).

+ Because I'm a massive sap, ultimate bonus points for Hydra Husbands hurt/comfort, Jack taking care of Brock after, etc etc.

Rumlow raped Bucky regularly while "training" him.
After Bucky reunited with Steve and is on the wax to recovery he and Steve manage to capture Rumlow and mindfuck him into their sexslave for revenge

I would like:
Steve/Bucky (duh)
dark(er)!Steve who is willing to enact cruel revenge on the people who harmed Bucky
dom!Steve and Bucky as his sub; Bucky still domming Rumlow (this is optional if you dislike it)

I hope this is still ok. Guess I decided to update it.

Original prompt: https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1634.html?thread=2949218#cmt2949218

Round 4 Chapters: https://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/2271.html?thread=5214175#cmt5214175

Prompt recap: Because decades of man-on-man Hydra rapes, Bucky basically can't get it up with a woman anymore, certainly not if he's expected to be the more active party. He can't get hard during a blowjob, he can't stay erect long enough to actually have intercourse.

He wants to, he tries, but he just can't. The more he tries, the more he can't, of course.

He suspects he might still get gratification from being fucked and humiliated during sex, and in a moment of desperation he ends up asking Nat for help.

Basically he suspects he might need to be dominated, fucked hard with a strapon, maybe be slapped around some and be called names and humiliated.

Nat is sort of cool with that, she's not squeamish about sex, but Bucky is still incredibly embarrassed and full of guilt about needing this (and also remembers penetration being brutal and painful, so he's scared), which causes it to fail at first, too, causing even more angst.

Give me all the angst and tears and emotional pain of trying to make this work. Give me all the embarassment, guilt and feelings of inadequacy on Bucky's end. Physically, it gets him off, emotionally it wrecks him.

The Winter Soldier "user manual" states that the Asset requires regular to frequent sessions of receptive anal coitus to keep it docile--ie, Hydra agents need to fuck it to keep it happy. Here's the twist I'd like: this time, it's the Hydra agent who doesn't want it. The Asset's handler assigns some painfully straight guy to take care of the Asset's "docility regimen" and while dude has zero interest in fucking anything male-shaped, the consequences of failing any assignment on the Winter Soldier Program are dire even by Hydra standards, so he's gotta soldier on and pound that butt.

So yeah basically "the Asset is on board with getting fucked but the guy assigned to fuck him is not" dubcon 8)

+ Straight guy upset with his gay hard-on
++ the Asset has been acting up so there's a time crunch
+++ the Asset gets frustrated with him & tries to "help"
++++ dude lets the Asset ride him until he remembers that can get him in deep shit (the Asset must never be allowed control)

HYDRA rigged the WS with some heavy duty chastity on his dick that keeps him from getting hard. The only problem is, removing it would involve some very invasive and serious surgery (which Bucky isn’t ready for yet), so after the events of TWS, Bucky’s mostly come to terms with it and what it means for his sex life with Steve moving forward.

But Steve’s not gonna let a little thing like the cage on Bucky’s cock get in the way of making Bucky feel good, is he?

Bonus for:
+ prostate milking (and Bucky coming while caged)
+++ the cage is spiked on the inside so he bleeds every time he gets hard
++++ Steve giving Bucky’s caged cock a blowjob

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steve falls off the train with bucky and they both end up with hydra. as part of his torture, steve is forced to watch/participate in trash parties.

+ participation being presented as a reward for good behavior
++ Bucky's reward for good behavior is - you guessed it - participating in a party with Steve as the favor

The Winter Soldier made to do some mundane task (a murder, training, serving drinks, whatever) with a powerful remote-control vibrator up his butt and another strapped to his cock.

What if The Chair doesn't work the way we think it does? What if instead of erasing Bucky's memories, it just scrambles them. From the interaction with Secretary Pierce, how he has to cajole the Soldier into cooperating and following orders by telling him that his country needs him and that he's one of the good guys, it's clear that Bucky's core values and probably a fair bit of his personality are still intact. Also, we are given only a limited view of the flashbacks Bucky experiences, but he seems to have a lot of pieces of memory, they're just not connected in a coherent fashion. So, what happens if he has a ton of trash memories that get scrambled in with everything else? How does he handle those while held by the perpetrators of the trash, especially if he is constantly remembering bits and pieces out of order and without context? How does he handle them once he is free of Hydra and able to start reassembling the memories and understanding them? Does he know that these are real memories at all?

This idea is similar to an extreme version of the phenomenon of intrusive thoughts (https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/am-i-normal/201110/intrusive-thoughts-normal-or-not). Intrusive thoughts are a completely normal part of how the brain functions, but when misunderstood, they can be disturbing or terrifying. I see Bucky here as living with a constant stream of mental chatter similar to intrusive thoughts, except instead of his brain coughing up violent or disturbing hypotheticals, everything his brain is presenting to him actually happened.

Quiet game.

A children’s game where the players must stay quiet for as long as possible. The last child or team to make noise wins the game. It is usually acceptable for players to make sounds they cannot control.

In retrospect, Bucky should have known something was off before he stepped out of his hut in nothing but a red Shuka and a pair of worn-out leather sandals.

Steve had told him he wasn't coming for another day at least but when he'd heard (what he foolishly assumed) was the soft whirring of the quinjet’s motor and the children's happy cries at the prospect of being reunited with Captain America, he'd thrown all caution in the wind.

He should have known better - but he didn't.

Bucky stepped outside with an easy smile on his face, his body relaxed and sluggish from a few hours of midday nap. He blinked once, holding up his remaining flesh hand to shield his eyes from the setting sun, and froze.

Four men were standing in the middle of his front yard. Their thick ballistic vests and combat boots in jet-black a stark contrast against the earthly colors of the Wakandan countryside. They replaced the ever-present vivacity of the land, the warmth of wood, and soil, and sun-burned grass, with a feeling of all-encompassing dread. Ugly and inappropriate in the burning heat.

The children, a group of local youngsters between the age of 6 and 11, all known to Bucky by their name, age, and a variety of personal characteristics which he had given them silly nicknames for in his head, stood around them curiously, laughing and pointing at the men’s hair, their clothes, and their heavy gear.

Bucky stomach dropped. Maybe he should have grabbed a weapon to fight, to attack them immediately but he was frozen, looking at the seemingly peaceful scene before him with despair.

The kids didn’t seem concerned by the firearms and strange outfits the intruders carried. Bucky reckoned that they had never seen armed men before in their lives, no tactical gear besides Captain America's shield and the king’s cat suit if they were lucky. Not all of them had been to the Golden City yet. They certainly had no way to identify the ugly red Hydra insignia on their vests for something dangerous neither.

No, Bucky's little Wakandan friends didn’t know any better than to welcome every stranger they met with open hearts. They were farmers’ kids from the Mining tribe, well protected and sheltered from the effects of war and tragedy. They knew neither borders nor rules of privacy, carefree and loved by all. The Wakandans cherished their young the same way they charished their vibranium - as a gift from the gods.

Bucky had come to embrace their natural curiosity, even when they occasionally bothered him and Steve at the wrong time. He secretly enjoyed it when they treated his house like a public playground without a lock on the door. Their laughter chased away his dreams of darkness and filled his heart with joy.

'If he fought,’ Bucky thought in a desperate rush of panic, ‘the little kids would die first.’

This can’t be happening.

“Well, well...” one of the intruders said, adressing Bucky directly. He stretched out his arms as if to embrace an old friend. “If it isn’t the famous Winter Soldier.”

Bucky stood stock-still and said nothing, discreetly eyeing their weaponry. He analyzed their positions and team dynamics, counted every second that passed and weighed his options. To formulate a game plan he needed to gather intel, and fast.

“Cat got your tongue?” The strange man asked again, clicking his teeth, and Bucky realized with a sickening lurch that he knew exactly who this was.

“Agent Ward,” Bucky acknowledged with a tight clench of his jaw.

They had history to say the least. Ward was a former handler and famous S.H.I.E.L.D. infiltrator. Brock Rumlow’s best buddy from the academy. They'd been inseparable in training until a week or two before Project Inside was launched. No one knew why he’d left. Some said it was rivalry between him and Rollins, some said he’d simply been undercover too long to be reintegrated into Hydra’s great plan for the future of mass genocide. Everyone, including the Soldier, knew that Agent Ward was unpredictable and also, last Bucky had heard of him...

“I thought you were dead.”

“Well, I was, buddy.” Ward announced cheerfully. “You see, Coulsen, dear Agent Coulsen, choked the life out of me and then I became a Hydra god and... You know how it is. I don’t wanna bore you with the details.”

Bucky gave him a court nod in lieu of a safe way to clock him one. “To what do I owe the pleasure?”

As if on cue, Ward gave the others a quick four-finger-sign, ordering them stand on guard. Then he took a lazy step out of their tactical formation.

“You should have realized by now, when your boyfriend and his gang brought you back from the dead... All kinds of things followed. All kinds of people. A lot of them are still loyal to Hydra and itching to make you pay.”

It was almost funny but not quite. Bucky had feared for repercussions when he woke up an entire year and a half after the snap, resurrected like some kind of nightmare version of the Lord Jesus Christ. He'd been ready to take on the consequences head-on but when the gates of hell didn't break open and alien invasions remained a thing of the past, he'd let himself be lulled into false security by Steve's happy tears and open thighs and put his concerns to rest like an amateur. He could have done better than that. If only.

Ward becomed him forward with a waving gesture. “Come here. Give me a hug, like an old friend.”

Bucky just glared across the distance and stood his ground. He didn't move a muscle.

“I said give me a hug,” Ward ordered sharply, pronouncing every syllable. “Don’t be shy now. We don’t wanna upset the children, do we?”

Right. The children.

Bucky's eyes landed on Amwoni. The young boy's little face glowed, his eyes lifted to the men in wonder. They all knew a few words of English, enough to communicate with Steve, to get their meaning across, but it wasn’t enough to understand the intention behind the words. The underlying threat. In that moment, Bucky made a decision.

He looked to Agent Ward again.

“Alright,” Bucky said tightly, his voice wavering with a strange mix of emotions.
“Whatever you want.”

Hydra scientists decide that the way to get a beefier, more aggressive Winter Soldier is to boost his testosterone levels. They get that, but also a Winter Soldier who is MAD HORNY. Consistently distracted, rubbing up on everything & everyone...it becomes a problem quickly, but STRIKE sees it as an opportunity. At first.

They start gangbanging the Asset after missions to wear him out. Much of the time this works nicely; the techs note that he's coming back much calmer, though the rest of the team has bruised pelvises and hand cramps. But sometimes the Asset wears the team out instead: they're all exhausted and he is STILL HORNY.

+ STRIKE drawing straws (or whatever) to see who gets to/has to fist the Asset to quiescence once they're all spent
+ Safehouses start stocking rubber sheets and tubs of Crisco
++ The team starts using bondage to try to keep the Asset from taking charge and hurting someone (or asserting sexual dominance in general)
++ Fucking machine? Fucking machine.
+++ Rumlow's Fragile Masculinity gets fuckin' wrecked by the Asset's insatiable libido and his inability to keep up with it
++++ All my used cat litter and empty water bottles for someone quoting Zapp Branigan from the snu snu episode of Futurama (which aired in 2001). You know the line.

The STRIKE team has taken a medically-unsound amount of Viagra in anticipation of another rousing post-mission game of Gang Rape the Asset. Unfortunately for them, the Asset was damaged during the mission and gets whisked away to surgery immediately...leaving them all with their stiffies. They don't want to go to Medical with priapism, so they draw straws for who gets to take the Asset's place. (I'd prefer this be a dude >_>)

PLOT TWIST: The Asset knew he was injured enough to ruin STRIKE's party, but hid it from them just to fuck with them.

I've love to see a story about a handler (Pierce, Rumlow, anyone you like) who takes full advantage of his sexual access to the Winter Soldier. The handler does all kinds of fucked up shit to him - keeps him in chastity, edges him mercilessly, straps him to fucking machines, makes him piss himself, makes him take huge plugs and beads and the handler's fist - but he never harms him, never pushes him truly past what he can bear, and he makes sure to offer the Soldier plenty of kind touch and praise. And the Soldier loves him, and is fiercely, helplessly, absolutely loyal to him. It's almost like problematically romantic trash, a pile of banana peels and pizza crusts passed off as a healthy dinner for two...except that sometimes, not often, but once in a while, the handler will rape the Soldier brutally, push him catastrophically beyond his limits, violate every last inch of his trust. And then use the chair to make him forget. So he forgets that his handler betrayed him, and goes right back to loving him, to enduring his fucked up games and basking in his moments of gentleness and knowing that as ruthless as his handler can be, the Soldier is valued and will never be truly purposefully harmed. Until the handler destroys him again. And makes him forget again. Rinse and repeat.

Bad guys capture Steve and lock him in a magic cock cage. He can neither get off not get it off even after being rescued.

Here's a prompt from the HTP Discord server!

Let's say the Winter Soldier was sent out on a lot of honeypot missions. Post-CATWS, with Steve or another partner, nobody realizes that Bucky still has a trigger remaining for “kill them when they orgasm” until things Get Ugly with Bucky's current lover. They're fucking, the lover comes, and suddenly it's Choke Time!!!!
+ If Steve/current lover finds Bucky's murderface/choking kinda hot, resulting in shameboners and maybe miserable self-loathing jerk-off sessions remembering the attack
++ The solution to the problem? They can only fuck if Bucky is immobilized in bondage, at least until they extinguish the trigger
+++ Bucky frantically trying to escape his bondage after consensual sex because part of him thinks he has to complete his mission, panicking because that part of him thinks he's going to be punished by his handlers
++++ Bucky coming was never part of the protocol, so Bucky hasn't come in Years and isn't used to the idea that his pleasure is anything but an incidental side-effect of some missions - and isn't used to coming at all. How does he react to orgasms now?

If you wanna go cracky with it it and say that Bucky's orgasm derails the protocol and have it play out as "It’s a race against time! Get him off before he offs you!" then go for it!

Steve wakes up in WS’s body after WS is dosed with sex pollen. Steve’s been having incredibly vivid sex dreams since the serum, ones in which he is semi-aware it’s not real, but hasn’t been able to change anything or wake himself up. He thinks this is the same thing. It also doesn’t feel unfamiliar or scary. Physically, he can’t struggle or resist, but it doesn’t seriously occur to him to try. Meanwhile, WS thinks having the most wonderful and confusing dreams about sleeping in a bed instead of the ice must be a side effect of the chemicals they give him. All his dreams used to be about sleeping in the ice until sometime in 2012.

*Steve does a little research about dreams and thinks he’s just “processing” things, so it makes sense that he knows some of the people he dreams about participating or watching

**When WS wakes up, he’s always praised for his compliance, which is confusing because all he did was go to sleep and have nice dreams while they apparently fucked him??? Why do they sometimes knock him out for it? Not that he’s complaining...

***hydra assumes anything different about their asset is because of the drugs

****no one figures it out until during the events of CATWS when maybe Steve freaks out that the people he dreamed were hailing hydra actually are

*****bucky reminisces about how sometimes the sexual abuse wasn’t so bad because they knocked him out with drugs and he had dreams (about places Steve was sleeping)

It is what it is

Super soldier hole destruction

Steve/Bucky; punishment for rape/rape as cheating

Rumlow has fun times with prostitute!Bucky

femdom, pegging, Rumlow's secret kink

communication is key

All in favor

Cold as ice

burden of choice

Brock gets The Chair (brain damage, non-con)

(frozen comment) Steve and Bucky capture Rumlow

(frozen comment) Re: Steve and Bucky capture Rumlow

Tainted Touch, round 5

Rape as Maintenance, reluctant Hydra goon x WS

Post-WS Bucky dealing with permanent chastity

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