Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

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Okay, kids, you know the drill. Don't be a jerk except to fictional characters. Warn if you want, but read at your own risk, because hydratrashmeme is about as far from a safe space as you can get. Garbage we like: noncon, whump, aftermath, violence, mind control, inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm, bad guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves. Garbage you should find a different trashcan for: a/b/o, D/s-verse, soulbonds, mundane AUs, OOC evil!good guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves, rotting leftovers dressed up as a romantic gourmet meal. Nothing wrong with 'em, but this isn't the crowd you should be pitching to if you're trying to sell Brock Rumlow as anything but a human dumpster fire.

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Round 4 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 5.

Comments

Bucky/Steve body/size trash

[(Anonymous)]

So, like, the opposite of a size kink.

Prewar, Bucky & skinny Steve have an ongoing sexual relationship, preferably with Steve in a dominant role.

Fast forward to Bucky's first captivity, where he's tortured/raped/otherwise brutalized. Afterwards, he tries to brush it off and/or hide the gory details from Steve, trying to pick up where they left off.

Except, Steve's body is different now, bigger now - in, er, every sense. Maybe Steve's still figuring out his own strength and accidentally gets a little too rough. Maybe Steve has no idea that Bucky's been raped. In any case, the second Bucky gets Steve on top of him/inside of him, Bucky panics.

Take it wherever you like, but I'm imagining some good old fashioned repeatedly-trying-and-failing-to-fuck broken-dick angst, with Bucky freaking out but refusing to admit anything is wrong.

Would be down with Bucky's issues being purely sexual (I.e. certain angles, being topped, the feeling of Steve inside of him) orrrr with the issues extending to other facets of their interactions (I.e. panicking when Steve gets too close, comes up behind him, touches him platonically.)

And while there are lots of opportunities for Bucky angst here, I also kind of love the Steve body angst angle as well??? Here he is, still getting used to this new body, probably feeling weird and awkward and kinda alone, just been reunited the person he loves most in the world - and that person panics every time Steve touches him.

Re: Bucky/Steve body/size trash

[(Anonymous)]

WHALE ANON IS HERE FOR THIS

I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant: Winter Soldier Edition

[(Anonymous)]

In most mpreg birth scenes I've read (and I've read a lot of them) at least one person knows what's going on and what to do. How about a scenario where no one, including the pregnant person, has any idea what's happening until the water breaks or the baby is crowning?

Hydra made many attempts to replicate the superserum over the years. When that failed, they decided to try breeding supersoldiers the old fashioned way. Turns out the serum doesn't transfer with semen, but it is in the blood, which means the only way to pass it onto the baby is for the superserumed individual to be the carrier. Hydra gives the Winter Soldier a fully functional set of female reproductive organs and tests out the new equipment, producing a child. They stop after a single child is produced because they need the Soldier for regular missions, and they need to wait and see whether the second generation serum will be effective before they make more super babies.

Fast forward to a recovering Bucky who doesn't remember much of his time with Hydra, or is deliberately trying to avoid remembering. He has scarring all over his body that he doesn't want to think about. He knows he's missing a few organs (a kidney, part of his liver, one testicle, etc.) and doesn't want to know why. He knows there are some odd folds of skin between his legs that he's pretty sure weren't there before, and he really, really, really doesn't want to think about that. He'd rather put all of the Hydra shit behind him and move on.

Move on he does, into a happy, healthy, consensual relationship with Steve that involves some very basic non-penetrative intimacy because Bucky still isn't comfortable with his body. Said intimacy does involve exchange of bodily fluids, however, and those fluids tend to get all over the place, and into places that shouldn't exist. Forty or so weeks of misinterpreted pregnancy symptoms later, Bucky goes into labor. Which is terrifying. Because he has no idea what's happening to him. All he knows is that he's having cramps that are getting worse and worse and closer and closer together. Steve is terrified because Bucky's never been sick like this before, and he has no idea what to do. To make matters worse, Bucky absolutely refuses to go to the hospital, leaving Steve to try to figure it out on his own or to call in other Avengers for help.

Bonus points if:
+ The first child was Natasha, but she doesn't know, or thinks Winter Soldier is her father instead of her mother/carrier
+ Natasha is the one who figures out Bucky is pregnant and in labor after his water breaks
+ Steve calls Sam when Bucky starts having inexplicable severe cramps because as former pararescue Sam is a well-trained medic
+ Steve calls someone else first, who tells him to call Sam
+ Bucky won't let Sam anywhere near him, leading to several exams-by-proxy with either Steve or Natasha
+ The cops show up because a neighbor called in a concerned citizen report from all the screaming
+ The birth is incredibly graphic, detailed, and medically accurate

Re: I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant: Winter Soldier Edition

[(Anonymous)]

Holy crap is this relevant to my interests. Holy crap do I have a kink for I Didn't Know I Was Mpreg. Even if nobody writes this please just tell me all your thoughts/imaginings on this matter. I assume you've read Yield by PhantomsDaughter13? In that one Bucky does know what's up but Steve doesn't so it may be at least peripherally good for you (and her stuff is some of the best mpreg I've ever seen).

Break Him Down Gently But No Less Cruelly

[(Anonymous)]

I've seen a number of prompts where Hydra used psychological manipulation, planting Hydra operatives as fellow prisoners, gaslighting, drugging, etc. as part of the initial step of breaking Bucky down and turning him into the Winter Soldier. What if you took it to the logical extreme of using only psychological manipulation to remake Bucky?

This is blending comics and MCU a bit, but the Winter Soldier originally had a name: Aleksandr Krovopuskov. What if Hydra took advantage of the injured, weakened, and probably concussed state they found him in to carefully rewrite his identity? They wouldn't have to start from scratch. They would simply have to recast the people and places he knew with their Soviet analogs. Instead of Brooklyn, he grew up in Leningrad. His best friend Steve is now Stepan. He was a sniper in the Soviet Army, instead of the U.S. Army.

They could give him drugs to make him more suggestible, and surround him with carefully chosen operatives who would be kind and gentle and wish him a speedy recovery from that terrible fall that made him forget. They could even make a whole Soviet Kommandos team that would seem so familiar, so he'd believe everything they told him. They could tell him that Stepan died a hero, saving Mother Russia. They would tell him that he needed to get better so he could go back to being their best sniper - don't worry about your arm, we'll make you a new one. Perhaps in addition to the drugs, they did use electroshock treatments to muddle parts of his memory so they could rework them, dressing the treatment up as therapeutic.

When everyone around him is telling him that he is mis-remembering parts of his life, after a while he will start to believe them, especially when the lies they feed him are so close to the truth, and especially when the people telling the lies sound so concerned for his well-being. Bucky would have tried to resist torture, for a while, at least. He has no reason to resist care and compassion.

This method has the added advantage of being far more difficult to reverse. Assuming Hydra didn't later wipe him clean, the Winter Soldier would have a fully formed personal history. The Winter Soldier wouldn't have loose bits of memory of Steve ready to float up when Steve sees him in D.C. and says "Bucky?" He'd have fully formed memories of Stepan, his dead war hero best friend, whom he mourned and laid to rest years ago.

This scenario is, in some ways, scarier than torture, despite the lack of physical violence. Torture is fairly straightforward, and it can be resisted. This type of psychological manipulation is difficult to recognize, and even more difficult to resist. When an entire false reality has been constructed around Bucky for the sole purpose of turning him to Hydra's side, there is little he can do to save himself, and he may never trust his own mind again.

Re: Break Him Down Gently But No Less Cruelly

[(Anonymous)]

uh oh, I hope you like longfic

Buckynat Trash Recovery

[(Anonymous)]

I'm very interested in how Nat would deal with Bucky's trash past differently from Steve, so... take your favorite Bucky trash scenario and replace Steve with Nat, and go!

Here's some:
- Bucky's dick is broken or missing due to trash
- Bucky pretends that everything is okay, but then gets triggered to hell during sex
- Bucky's trash past gets sent to Nat in video form
- Bucky thinks Nat is his handler and expects her to use him
- Bucky thinks sex is rape, and re-enacts that in the bedroom

Re: Buckynat Trash Recovery

[(Anonymous)]

I'd give my eye teeth for this. Let's be honest, I'd give my eyes. I'm just not great at writing Natasha or I'd do it myself.

White Bear Trash

[(Anonymous)]

This one's for the Black Mirror fans.

SPOILERS: In "White Bear," a child-murderer's punishment is to have her memory erased and an elaborate scenario play out every day in front of a live audience to make her feel her victim's confusion and terror.

How about a Hydra trash version of that?

Say the Asset goes haywire and pisses off someone both high-ranking and creative. As punishment, he's wiped but not reprogrammed, and allowed to play through a secretly-controlled scenario in which he's being hunted and beaten/tortured by maniacs only to have it "revealed" that he's guilty of some unspeakable crime he can't remember, all while voyeuristic "citizens" (Hydra agents) watch this play out within view. At the end of the scenario, he's led back to the chair for another wipe, where the scenario will begin again – and the high-ranking official he pissed off ticks off another day.

Steve & Bucky fuck-or-die pet play - puppy and kitty

[(Anonymous)]

Hi. Not sure if similar thing has been done before. Haven't been here in a while.

Steve and Bucky captured and used for sex by Hydra, made to behave as a cat and a dog. Cat and dog ear accessories, butt plugs with tails, collars and leashes, etc. Eventually they are made to mate with each other like dirty animals in heat.

I imagine Steve as the kitty and Bucky as the puppy, but switch it up if you want, go where your trashy heart takes you. Also, not sure if Bucky is in Winter Soldier mode or in his right mind but forced into the role under duress. You decide. Also, why does Hydra have pet toys and sex toys stocked up? Why do they not kill the two on the spot? How are Hydra goons able to stand up to two super soldiers? Who cares, my friends, this is Kinkland, it doesn't have to be realistic.

I have no triggers or squicks.

Re: Steve & Bucky fuck-or-die pet play - puppy and kitty

[(Anonymous)]

YES +1000

Hydra husbands, torture

[(Anonymous)]

Rumlow and Rollins are sadistic assholes to everyone, but actually very sweet to each other: they call each other pet names, hold hands, give each other chaste kisses and all that jazz. Nobody dares to comment on that, because they know how deranged they both truly are.

Until a rookie joins their team. He sees his commander and his second act like high school sweethearts and makes a snide remark. Maybe it turned out to be a little homophobic, maybe it was supposed to be good-natured, but certainly wasn't taken as such. So R&R teach the rookie to respect his commanding officers by torturing him.

I'd prefer it if it was Rollins doing the dirty work, while Rumlow sat back in an armchair with a glass of whisky and instructed him what to do next to the bound rookie, calling him sweetheart while he was at it.

Bonus points if Rollins rapes the rookie.

Fill: Lake of Fire [1/4]

[(Anonymous)]

Workplaces would be a lot more peaceful if there was some kind of social manual.

On their first day, every new hire would be handed a booklet titled How We Do Things Here, and written inside would be something like, Do not try to talk to Jenkins unless she’s had her third coffee, or, Smith doesn’t like being interrupted while he’s on the phone, but apart from that he’ll be really angry if you pass by his office without saying ‘good morning’, or, Marcus from IT is 2000 % more likely to solve your problem if you motivate him with a packet of that disgusting bubble gum from the vending machine in the basement (the green one, the red one will also do if green’s out, but never the blue one). Or, most importantly, Whatever Rumlow and Rollins do, don’t comment on it. I don’t care how funny it is that Rumlow drinks hot chocolate instead of coffee, or that Rollins has a cute little stuffed bunny on his desk, or that they act like love-struck teenage boys around each other – You. Do Not. Mention it. Because if you do, congrats, you just turned the two most sadistic assholes in this hellfire of a secret government agency against you, and all you can do right now is pray for a quick death.

If a manual like this existed, poor Jones wouldn’t be stuck in his current situation, which was sedated and gagged and tied to a chair in the middle of an abandoned warehouse. He wasn’t scared though. Or, at least not really. It was still his first month on the STRIKE team, and who knew what kind of weird greeting ritual new members had to go through. He hadn’t put two and two together yet, hadn’t drawn the line from his current situation back to the incident in the elevator a few days ago, where Rollins had pressed a quick kiss to Rumlow’s cheek (Jones had noticed this kind of childish, flirty behavior before, sometimes the commander and his second-in-command were holding hands or calling each other darling and shit), and Jones had casually said, “So, when’s the wedding?”. He’d just wanted to be funny, really, to make a quick joke for team bonding and stuff, these two wouldn’t show affection so openly if they didn’t want anyone to comment on it – but no one had laughed. The other agents had held their breath (or at least it had seemed like that), and Rumlow and Rollins had exchanged looks he couldn’t read. Well, that was awkward, he’d thought, being The New Guy On The Team and telling a joke no one finds funny, but shit happens, and by the next day, he’d already forgotten about it.

Jones was relieved when Rumlow showed up in full tactical gear. So this was some kind of weird STRIKE team greeting ritual or a test, not just some random psychopath kidnapping him in the middle of the --- day? Night? He wasn’t able to figure out what he’d last done before he’d been sedated. He didn’t remember going to sleep, and the light that came through dirty warehouse windows as well as the temperature and humidity indicated that it was probably late afternoon. So it might have happened at work. He hoped that this at least counted as overtime.

Rumlow walked up to him, removed the gag from his mouth and asked, “They still teach torture resistance at the Academy?”

Jones gasped for air, and it took him a while to process the question. Pull yourself together, Aaron, he said to himself. Answer your commander.

“Yes, Sir, they do, but it’s not mandatory.”

“And did you attend?”

“No, Sir, I chose advanced camouflage training instead, but I already applied for further traini---“

“Shut up.”

Rumlow slapped him so hard that he almost tipped over with his chair, more affected by the surprise than by the pain. Okay, his commander had slapped him in the face. Worse things had happened.

“Yeah, I know all that bullshit these days. Today it’s all about breaking people without leaving traces. Just put them in isolation for a few days, shine some flashlights into their perfectly unharmed faces, and they’ll talk. Sure, it works, less legal trouble because you can’t prove that shit – but where’s the fun in that?”

Rumlow grinned, and Jones changed his mind – maybe being kidnapped by some random psychopath was better.

“There are people who believe that they were born in the wrong time period”, Rumlow continued. “Like, some hippie chicks think they’d have the time of their lives if it was the 1960s. And some people wish they’d been working when the old-school methods were still the way to go. Like Jack.”

Cue Jack Rollins entering the warehouse, also in tactical gear, a giant box in his hands. Without saying a word, he emptied it on the only table in the room, and Jones could see guns, knives, pliers, ropes, cable ties, a saw and many other things he would prefer not to be linked to the words torture resistance training.

Rumlow walked over to Rollins and kissed him, hands on his hips, like in the cheesiest romance movie Jones had ever seen. It surely was kind of weird to see the commander and his second making out in front of him – Jones didn’t know if he could ever take these two seriously again, especially in the field –, but hey, maybe that was part of the test. Or maybe they just liked having an audience when they got busy, who knew. Jones would keep his mouth shut as long as he wasn’t asked, because he was a good aspiring agent, and he would prove it, whatever that meant under those weird circumstances.

Suddenly Rollins pulled back and looked at Jones like he was ready to kill him. Uh-oh. Jones looked away.

“Hey, babe”, Rumlow said softly, stroking Rollins’s cheek. “What’s wrong?”

“He’s staring.”

“Then gouge his eyes out.” Rumlow’s voice sounded so sweet as if he’d just confessed his undying love.

Rollins looked at him for a moment, then he grabbed a pocket knife from the table, flipped it open and walked over to Jones. Jones tensed up, but he told himself to remain calm. This was still an elaborate prank or something. A test. Later they’d untie him, pat him on the back and say something like, Congrats kid, now you’re one of us.

Rollins and his knife were dangerously close to his eyeball though, and that made him fucking nervous. Finally, Rollins put down the knife, and Jones took a deep breath. See? Not that bad.

“If he has no eyes, where am I supposed to see all the dread and agony?”, Rollins said.

Jones knew that this was just a morbid joke, but Rollins made it sound so serious that he felt a sudden lump in his throat.

Meanwhile, Rumlow had been shoving a worn-out armchair from a corner to the middle of the warehouse, so he would face Jones if he sat down, and then he went over to the table while Rollins was still staring at him with a knife in his hand.

“Ever listened to K-Billy’s Super Sounds of the 70’s?”, he asked while he put a mixtape into an old cassette player that was almost hidden behind the pile of things Rollins had brought along.

Jones swallowed thickly. There was something like malicious anticipation in their eyes – and he suddenly had a very bad feeling about all this.

---

Using the WS to practice kill moves

[(Anonymous)]

As a way to train new STRIKE members, they get them to practice moves on the WS that would kill an ordinary person. Great way to kill 2 birds with one stone: (a) only WS can heal probably after getting its neck snapped or getting a shot through the heart, and (b) shows the STRIKE that they're in control of the WS.

Post-practice adrenaline-high STRIKE rookie use of the WS is cool, too.

Horny virgin Steve gets gang-raped and loves it

[(Anonymous)]

Steve maybe isn't very self-aware about it, but he's seriously sexually pent-up because he's still sweetly ~waiting for the right partner~ and no one in the future feels ~right~. Hydra gets their hands on him, and it's like floodgates opening.

Re: Horny virgin Steve gets gang-raped and loves it

[(Anonymous)]

I am not sure if this prompt fits really into this meme, since Steve loving the hydra!gangbang feels like a OOC?

I like the prompt and I am sure a writer could spin it into a fitting fic for HTP. Maybe if Steve has gangbangs with STRIKE and other undercover hydra agents. And then CA:WS happens and Steve is shocked about what he did with the evil guys.

twins trash - once again!

[(Anonymous)]

Pierce is dead, HYDRA is down and Avengers get some loot - super-twins and brainwashed Bucky, and all like "ok, let help them: they suffered a lot, they will match our team, this two are just kids and, last but not least, Captain America will finish everyone who look suspicious in Buckys direction".
But both twins and Soldier are waiting only for trash, ready for labs, needles, tests and "recreation purposes". In addition, the Soldier feels protective for Wanda and Pietro, and tries to protect them from "danger" as much as he think he could.

+ if the Soldier thinks someone want Wanda and try to induce this person use him instead of her
++ if twins see him like all the family they have, share their food and so on
+++ if someday long ago HYDRA used the Soldier to punish twins, but he don't remember anything due to brainwipe.

Re: twins trash - once again!

[(Anonymous)]

This is my very favourite flavour of trash, especially bonus 1!

The asset's "re-education"

[(Anonymous)]

Repost of a (very) old prompt:

One day, Steve comes home to a naked (plugged?) trembling winter soldier kneeling in his living room.

Rumlow and his goons captured Bucky again, and seeing as he's no good to them anymore, decided to use him to completely destroy Steve. They messed with his memory, superimposing Steve on all the worst abuses Bucky suffered, then told him he'd been given to Steve to play with.

Bucky is desperately, viscerally afraid of him. He doesn't just expect Steve to hurt him, he knows he will. Captain Rogers was always the cruellest of his masters.

Lots of trashy heartbreak ensues. Bonus for Rumlow and Bucky referring to Bucky as "the asset" and "it".

Re: The asset's "re-education"

[(Anonymous)]

Damn it.

:digs through old files to find that few hundred words:

Bucky takes it for someone else

[(Anonymous)]

Bucky's strong and could shred the fuck out of these HYDRA soldiers-- but they have an innocent hostage. They promise not to hurt the hostage, if Bucky gets on his hands and knees and takes them all. Bucky is furious and humiliated, but complies. This could be in the prison factory or post-CW, but either way, it's Bucky, not the asset, doing this.

Re: Bucky takes it for someone else

[(Anonymous)]

Uh, so this is 100% my thing. Fill incoming, and I guess it kinda ignores the post credits scene and assumes Steve, Bucky and co went on the run post-CW. Also please don’t think too hard about how they’ve incapacitated Wanda so that she can’t break them out but can get inside Bucky’s head...

Wanda, disguised via magic as Winter Soldier, is subjected to sex torture/gangbang by HYDRA trash

[(Anonymous)]

(New to this meme hope I'm doing it right)

In order to de-program Bucky, the team needs a specific set of code words - essentially a reset button - and they've tracked said codewords to a book hidden in a HYDRA base. The catch is, they can't just blow their way in, because the words are encoded within a normal paragraph of this otherwise normal looking book. So they have to send someone in to figure out where it's hidden and how to crack it.

Bucky is the most likely candidate, as they're not likely to turn him away, but he can also be put into soldier mode, so he's a liability. The HYDRA people would instantly recognize the other Avengers.

Fortunately for them, Wanda can use her powers to alter people's perception of reality. AKA - she can make other people perceive her as the Winter Soldier. She has no code words, and can use her magic to fake super-soldier strength. It's the perfect plan.

So Wanda gets sent undercover as the Winter Soldier into the middle of a HYDRA base to find the de-programming sequence. However, she doesn't even get a chance to start poking around before she's given a warm welcome by a set of handlers... who lead her to a back room and chain her down in a gynecology chair.

Turns out that one of their favorite punishments for the Winter Soldier is a bit of sexual torture. And the Winter Soldier has been a bad, BAD boy lately.

Now Wanda's got to try to account for naked-and-being-sexually-abused Bucky in her illusion, as well as try to keep herself from getting too distracted and letting the image slip. The soldiers start in with all kinds of fun toys, a few of which she is spared (she can't feel the sounding rod in her magically-created penis illusion) and a few that hit a bit too close to home (electricity, like the shock collar at the Raft).

Needless to say, her disguise doesn't hold for long under that type of assault, and once they figure out that they've got one of Strucker's failures instead of the Winter Soldier, well...

They plan to make the absolute most out of what they DID get.

Steve and Co. can break her out, but not till just about every baddie in the whole fucking base has had his sick way with her.

Bonus if one of them goes for round two with the sounding rod or something a bit more dirtybadwrong like fitting her with a catheter hooked to a bag of saline and filling her bladder to make sure she's uncomfortable the whole time.

Re: Wanda, disguised via magic as Winter Soldier, is subjected to sex torture/gangbang by HYDRA tras

[(Anonymous)]

Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.

Rumlow/Hydra

[(Anonymous)]

And I don't mean Hydra operatives, I mean the organization itself.

Rumlow considers himself married to Hydra. He decides to consummate his marriage by fucking a Hydra logo. I don't care if it's painted on the wall or on the Soldier's back, or wherever, I just want Rumlow to rub himself all over it until he comes.

Bonus points:
+ the words "Hail Hydra" turn Rumlow on
+ Rollins paints the Hydra logo somewhere on his body so Rumlow would fuck him, too

[Mini-Fill] "Married to His Work" Rumlow/Hydra [1/1]

[(Anonymous)]

“Murphy, how’s the encryption coming?”

Silence. Usually, Murphy would talk your ear off without being asked—while being told to shut up, even—so the lack of response was enough to make Mercer raise her head. “Murphy?”

He’d walked back into the conference room a few minutes ago after going to refill his coffee. The cup in his hands was trembling, and he made no move to lift it to his mouth. He looked pale, almost ashen.

“Murphy!” Mercer repeated. She grabbed an ink pen from the table and tossed at him, nailing him right in the center of his face. He barely blinked. “What the hell is wrong with you?”

“He probably saw someone eating chicken,” Rollins said, rolling his eyes. “Murphy. Just pretend it was tofurkey and get back to work.”

Slowly, Murphy shook his head. His eyes were wide, his lips going white from how tightly they were pursed. “Commander Rumlow…”

“What about him?” Mercer prompted when Murphy lapsed back into himself. He couldn’t have emptied a whole can of AXE into the break room again; Murphy didn’t reek of the stuff.

“He shoved bacon down your throat?” Westfahl guessed. “Cool.”

Murphy shuddered violently. “No! He—his pants were off and—”

“So he forgot to lock the bathroom stall again,” Rollins said. “It happens. Calm the hell down and get drunk once you go home.”

“No!” Murphy was shaking hard now, but no coffee sloshed out of his mug. Had he even refilled it? “I went for coffee and—and he—”

*

Murphy nudged open the door to the break room with his shoulder, hoping there would still be a little pumpkin spice dairy-free creamer in the communal fridge. He’d labeled it as his and even sent out a mass email requesting that people at least ask before they take it, but he should have known the allure of pumpkin spice was too powerful. He made a mental note to look into getting a mini-fridge for his cubicle—

“Hail HYDRA…uhh…fuck yes—”

Murphy turned toward the voice.

He’d never thought to pray to be blind before, but he’d never come into the break room to see his commanding officer fucking the wall either.

That’s what he saw now. The room was dark—Rumlow must have shut off the lights—but that was the commander, pants around his knees and hips rubbing against cinderblock.

No, not cinderblock. That was the expanse of wall where all the safety posters about how to do the Heimlich maneuver were taped up. But there was a new poster now, bigger, keeping Rumlow from chafing himself against the blocks.

Over Rumlow’s shoulder, Murphy could see a red tentacle.

“Nnnh…” Rumlow was gasping. “Order through—ah—order—”

And, praying to be deaf too, Murphy backed away, making sure the door didn’t slam after him.

*

“Just right there!” Murphy said. He’d put the coffee cup down on the table now, hands twisting through his hair. “Where anyone could see! Any non-HYDRA people! Doesn’t he know that lock is broken?”

“I’d have figured he’d be fucking his body spray, if anything.” Mercer couldn’t stop the giggles bubbling up. Incredible. She had to get a picture on her phone before Rumlow blew his load. Or maybe while he did. His o-face was probably hilarious.

“He considers himself married to HYDRA,” Rollins said. “I was hoping he didn’t mean that so literally.”

“You don’t sound surprised,” Mercer noted, digging her phone out of her bag.

“We share an apartment. You can only see suspicious stains on so many logos before you start to notice the pattern.”

“He doesn’t clean up after?” Westfahl asked. “Gross!”

“Dammit, Westfahl, keep your voice down.” Mercer pushed her chair back, standing up. “I’ve got to get a picture. The Intranet’s gonna love me for this.”

“Wait,” Rollins said. “Anyone got a Sharpie? I want try drawing the old skull and tentacles on my skin.”

“Thought you weren’t into sex.” Mercer was already halfway to the door.

“I’m into blackmail,” Rollins answered, and Mercer bit down a laugh.

“You can do that at home. I’ve only got one shot at this.”

WS had drugged hallucination of being stuffed

[(Anonymous)]

The Asset gets injured on a mission and they have to perform field surgery. They dope him up and go for it, but he is semi-conscious and having vivid hallucinations. He thinks they're stuffing him like a plush.

+He's more worried about mission effectiveness than any mutilation on his part
+The memory sticks and he actually thinks he's made of fabric and stuffing until the next wipe
+Rapes are extra confusing for him at this point

Re: WS had drugged hallucination of being stuffed

[(Anonymous)]

This is so weird and I absolutely love it.

He Only LOOKS Like Brock Rumlow

[(Anonymous)]

Brock Rumlow was HYDRA trash and a terrible person.

Brock Rumlow's body, however, was one that HYDRA kidnapped off the streets to use for their own means. We'll refer to this person as Victim.

You see, the real Brock Rumlow was a sadistic, 90-something-year-old may-have-been-part-of-original-HYDRA son of a bitch trash, with an all-consuming lust for eternal life.

So he figured out a way to lock a person's conscience in the back of their head, and allow a space in the front. Say, for insertion of a program, such as the Winter Soldier protocol, or for insertion of a second consciousness.

Such as his.

Brock Rumlow stuffs his consciousness into the head of Victim, and proceeds to live his life as HYDRA trash...at least until he accidentally gets hit with a few thousand volts from a live wire.

When "Brock" wakes up, it's really Victim, back in control of his own body for the first time in nearly a decade. He can only really remember bits and pieces about whats happened, and usually only when a sight or smell or sound triggers a specific memory.

And for some reason everyone thinks he's some huge wanted criminal.

Victim has NO fucking clue what's going on, and can't really even go get help because HYDRA is trying to get him back, and the rest of the world wants him captured or dead, and all Victim wants to do is figure out what the fuck happened to him.

Cap and Bucky find Victim in this state, and aren't sure whether to believe this amnesia nonsense or not. After all, if it looks like Rumlow, and sounds like Rumlow, and walks like Rumlow, doesn't it follow that this in fact would be Rumlow?

Fall-out angst and slow-reveal HYDRA mind-fucking trash plz.

Re: He Only LOOKS Like Brock Rumlow

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I'd definitely read this. It does seem like the sort of thing Hydra would do.

Even Evil Has Standards trope, enemies uniting against the bigger enemy

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Posted something similar on kinkmeme, but no one bit. Hoping perhaps it can find a willing filler in here with trashparty.

Team Cap is being terribly abused at the Raft. HYDRA has wormed their way into the guard's ranks, and they regularly drag the prisoners out to torture or rape them, reveling in their helplessness and pain.

When Secretary Ross comes to check up on his prisoners, however, he notices that they're unusually quiet. Closer inspection reveals bruises and blood and perhaps even some dried semen. Ross figures out from one of them that HYDRA infiltrated the base, and his reaction is something along the lines of - to quote a line from the Joker - "I've been working with a NAZI?!?! I may be a criminal lunatic, but I'm an AMERICAN criminal lunatic!"

And then to everyone's shock he proceeds to work with TeamCap to help overthrow HYDRA's hold on the prison.

Bonus for Wanda's terrified reaction because she thinks Ross is gonna do the same thing that the other guards have been doing to her, and for Ross getting uncomfortable "what if someone did this to my daughter" feels from her.

Re: Even Evil Has Standards trope, enemies uniting against the bigger enemy

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I'd definitely be interested in reading this. Secretary (and formerly General) Ross is such an interesting and complicated character. He is an antagonist, especially for Bruce Banner, but it's not clear if he's really evil or just a well-intentioned extremist. By this point his relationship with his daughter Betty has been strained for years, too. There is a lot of potential here.

Beefy Bucky being led around on a leash

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I just want huge beefy asset!Bucky docilely following his handlers around on a leash or bridle. Maybe he's so perfectly tame and gentle [when not murdering people] that the handlers' kids are allowed to pet him and ride on his back.

Bonus for post-rescue scene with awkward!Steve trying to learn how to petplay because Bucky still wants to be a good asset sometimes.

Hydra Dogfighting Ring

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I've always been fond of the "Hydra experiments are put in a dog fighting ring" trope. Let's have some more of that.

Hydra testing their assets against one another (or against unfortunate prisoners) in the arena, and betting on who will win.

What happens to the loser depends on who they are/how important they are. The Winter Soldier loses? He gets brutally punished or raped by the victor. A random prisoner or low-tier asset loses? Swift and brutal death.

Or maybe not so swift, depending.

Bonus for new-asset Wanda vs. Winter Soldier
Double Bonus if she wins by starting to undo the programming in his head and the fight has to be called off before she wipes him right back to being Bucky
Triple bonus if Strucker is walking around smug as shit with his little witch in tow, while the other Hydra heads scramble to put Bucky back in the brain-blender

Re: Hydra Dogfighting Ring

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I would read this. A fight between Scarlet Witch and the Winter Soldier would definitely be interesting - essentially brains vs. brawn. I'm very curious what she finds in his head, because there are so many interpretations of the Winter Soldier's mental state and level of awareness of his own condition. Also, unlike Bucky, Wanda was a willing test subject, so encountering an unwilling victim might have her rethinking her own allegiance to HYDRA. I hope someone fills this!

Under negotiated kink + HYDRA sexual practices = disaster

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Steve likes it when Bucky is a little rough. The problem is, Bucky's definition of "a little rough" has been skewed by his time with HYDRA. Cue miscommunication causing their sex life to become increasingly more violent, until Steve finds himself in the middle of something he definitely does not want, but doesn't want to stop because he made Bucky agree to it.

+Bucky is definitely not okay with it, but agrees because Steve wants it, and he would do anything to please Steve.
+Bucky is uncomfortable by it, but part of him also feels a sick pleasure at not being the one being hurt, for a change.
+Steve realizes Bucky has been raped because of the things Bucky says and does during sex. That makes him want to go through with it even more, because if Bucky could handle it, so can he.

Re: Under negotiated kink + HYDRA sexual practices = disaster

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Yes please!

HYDRA takes Bucky's therapist's notes

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Bucky's life is getting better. He and Steve are in a good relationship, he's on good terms with the Avengers, and he is coming to terms with what happened to him with the help of a therapist. That is, until remaining HYDRA agents (I'd prefer Rollins, upset over the death of his boyfriend Rumlow, or even Rumlow himself, alive somehow) find his therapist, kill them and steal their notes about Bucky, which they use to psychologically torture him. Maybe they send some colorful passages to Steve, maybe they leak notes about his nightmares on the internet, it's really up to the filler, I just want to see the effects this has on Bucky.

fucked and plugged

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dear dumpster, I am a trashbaby with simple needs. I just want a tiny short thing where the Asset is repeatedly filled with cum and plugged up in-between with a large uncomfortable buttplug. The Asset goes on missions with the plug, and then comes back to get fucked again. Humiliation or objectification would be greatly appreciated.

(if you really want to make it a longer thing, feel free to consider a recovery!Bucky who feels empty without a plug, and begs someone to fill him properly.)

Re: fucked and plugged

[(Anonymous)]

Yes please

Fem!Any is forced to rape Male!Any by Hydra

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So a favorite trope is to have Hydra force one of the male Avengers to rape one of the female ones. I want to see it reversed. I wand them to lock the girl into a strap on, fasten the guy down over a breeding bench, and tell her to fuck him, or else.

Can be any of the girls with any of the guys, but I'd particularly love to see Wanda or Sharon forced to do this to Steve.

Murphy's Naïveté Unnerves the Soldier

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Murphy does something exceptionally well on a mission and is allowed to take the asset home for 48 hours as a reward. Murphy fundamentally misunderstands what this entails.

He's never been to a trash party, as his superiors were afraid the brutality would send him running to tell Fury. His teammates don't talk about the parties in front of him because they don't want him to tag along and spend the night whining that the lube isn't vegan. As far as Murphy understands, he just gets to spend the weekend hanging out with his cool teammate like back in first grade when he got to take the class teddy bear home. Winter can meet his cats! And they can make vegan black bean brownies together and watch nature documentaries on Netflix and all kinds of best friend things!

The Soldier, who is used to being used immediately and brutally for these types of rewards, is confused and disturbed by Murphy. Why is he dragging it out like this? What's his plan? Does he think he can lure the Soldier into a false sense of security? How do the cats factor in? Maybe he should just get Murphy off now and get it over with.

(If he does make a move on Murphy, Murphy is bewildered and not enthusiastic but also too afraid to say no because Winter could get mad and he's way stronger, and also what if Winter won't want to be his friend anymore? So he just goes along with it and tries not to cry into his tofu scramble in the morning.)

Basically Murphy is having the time of his life and the Soldier is in a state of low-key, constant terror.

Re: Murphy's Naïveté Unnerves the Soldier

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Murphy is bewildered and not enthusiastic but also too afraid to say no because Winter could get mad and he's way stronger, and also what if Winter won't want to be his friend anymore? Oh no! I love this. Yes please.

HYDRA/Winter Soldiers "The doctor, could he control them?" "Enough."

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So Bucky implies in CW that the other soldiers can be kept under relative control, presumably through similar trigger words to his own, mind wipes, or drugs. But Natasha only ever heard rumors of one Winter Soldier, and it doesn't seem like they've been used in ages.

All that effort, training, and expense just to ice the soldiers indefinitely after one show of disobedience? Let's say that HYDRA got them under control enough for some missions.

The real reason they've been shelved? Their team tried to initiate a trash party after a mission. The other soldiers, used to being treated as elite HYDRA assassins, were having none of that and started gutting and dismembering their handlers. Maybe they castrated some people. Maybe Karpov. Basically just a total and horrifying bloodbath.

Bonus points if the Winter Soldier's watching this like "Oh hey, maybe my new siblings are kinda cool after all."

Re: HYDRA/Winter Soldiers "The doctor, could he control them?" "Enough."

[(Anonymous)]

I am totally on board for this. The "other Winter Soldiers" concept has so much potential, that I haven't seen explored in fic too much. then again, I might just not be looking in the right places.