Dumpster #4: I Don't See How That's a Party

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Okay, kids, you know the drill. Don't be a jerk except to fictional characters. Warn if you want, but read at your own risk, because hydratrashmeme is about as far from a safe space as you can get. Garbage we like: noncon, whump, aftermath, violence, mind control, inappropriate uses of Bucky Barnes' metal arm, bad guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves. Garbage you should find a different trashcan for: a/b/o, D/s-verse, soulbonds, mundane AUs, OOC evil!good guys doing dirtybadwrong things to your faves, rotting leftovers dressed up as a romantic gourmet meal. Nothing wrong with 'em, but this isn't the crowd you should be pitching to if you're trying to sell Brock Rumlow as anything but a human dumpster fire.

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All prompts or fills that contain Infinity War spoilers must go on the Infinity War spoiler post until May 26th. Spoilers in the main dumpsters will be deleted.

Round 4 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 5.

Comments

Daddy!Kink and super fucked up ageplay style things

[(Anonymous)]

Okay a comment on a fill has me just. Full of needs.
"""my NEW daddy is much nicer than you!!!"

And, I love WS enjoying the feeling of that modicum of 'protection' that Pierce offers him, too -- his new handler says WS is a good boy and by God is he going to retain that status if it kills him. ""

Asset is a very large very dangerous little boy who craves the love and kindness of a Daddy more than anything. He will do anything for a cuddle and praise and maybe a boiled sweet or an ice lolly.

Please have horrible sexy things as part of his rewards and punishments. Like if he is good he can suck Daddy's cock and be petted and praised and caressed for hours, and if he is bad Daddy will spank him on his little boy parts but will still love him afterwards if he earns forgiveness.

Please kink meme. I have a mighty need.

Re: Daddy!Kink and super fucked up ageplay style things

[(Anonymous)]

OP adding: If you wanted to add touch starvation and really bad punishments mean Daddy won't touch him and time outs... I can jive that as long as lots of sexual trash is at least hinted at too.

Infinity War spoiler policy

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New spoiler post will go up as soon as I get out of the movie tomorrow evening. All Infinity War spoilers go in the separate spoiler post until May 26th.

Re: Infinity War spoiler policy

[(Anonymous)]

Have fun!

Velveteen Bucky- Asset is sure he needs HTP love to stay mobile

[(Anonymous)]

So, Bucky loved the Velveteen Rabbit story as a kid. And as the Asset, he was touch starved to the extreme. It came to the point where his productivity tanked and he began severely dissociating to the point of not moving or reacting to orders.

HTP is done since why not, asset is broken and unresponsive anyways. Some handler (Lukin? Pierce?) Sees him leaning into touches, and decides to steer it, when Asset becomes aware, he spins it.

Bucky is created from their love, from HYDRA'S love. Without HTP and all the sex and "love" he will always go cold and cease to be.

Post Potomac Asset begins to dissociate more and more, as a self fulfilling prophecy.

Please garbage keepers, give me Bucky doing whatever it takes to get the right "love" to keep him alive/moving.

Bonuses for nasty semi ageplay from some older handler who always reads Bucky The Velveteen Rabbit during after care. Because aftercare should always have reinforcement and also stroke a sick sexual predator edge for some dude with all this power.

Ofc flashbacks if recovery is attempted are a huge plus.

Re: Velveteen Bucky- Asset is sure he needs HTP love to stay mobile

[(Anonymous)]

PLEASE :D :D :D

Steve/Bucky - the trash indirectly affects Steve

[(Anonymous)]

thanks to therapy Bucky has recovered quite well from years of torture and trash parties and as a final test he decides to watch some old trash party videos the Avengers had found while raiding hydra bases. Having dwelled on it a bit he asks Steve to keep him company while he watches them in case things don't go as planned and of course Steve is glad to help him any way he can.

They watch the tapes. Now, Steve knew about the things hydra had done to Bucky, but he'd never watched the tapes.

He's reassured Bucky hundreds of times that what hydra did to him doesn't change anything in their relationship. That Steve will never stop wanting him. But after the tapes he just can't get it up turns up there is nothing more unsexy than being constantly reminded of your boyfriend being humiliated and tortured while you're trying to make love to him

Up to you whether they solve the problem and how. I also don't care much when or where the story is set... it could be post-catws or cacw, set in wakanda, brooklyn or the french countryside. Do as you please fellow trash-dwellers

Re: Steve/Bucky - the trash indirectly affects Steve

[(Anonymous)]

Op mind if Bucky goes through a "that is shitty" reaction to Steve breaking his word on being okay, then apologizing because that was unfair, but telling Steve he can't be the one to work it out for him.

Cause I really feel Boundaries!Bucky for this prompt. Fabulous prompt btw.

Steve medical trash

[(Anonymous)]

Rollins hates Cap, but he's also fascinated by his 'miracle' body. He also has a medical fetish.

Cue his loving boyfriend/CO arranging a present for him - scheduling a VERY full physical exam for Cap, with Rollins masquerading as his doctor.

Rollins gets to live out his fantasy, Rumlow gets to see a fascinating (and fucking weird) side to his boyfriend, and Steve just suffers through a series of humiliating and painful procedures.

Re: Steve medical trash

[(Anonymous)]

YES PLEASE

I am always so down for medfet

Robo beasts

[(Anonymous)]

I stumbled upon a page from a manga that had a mechanical dog fuck a guy. The dog's design isn't even similar to the Winter Soldier's metal arm, but my brain made the connection anyway.

(In case anybody's interested, nsfw like hell, etc: http://yaoikink.tumblr.com/post/57520646413/ginkaku-hakushi-to-marmot-by-reibun-ike#_=_ )

So, let's imagine HYDRA scientists didn't only invent metal arms, they invented beasts, too. Maybe dogs, maybe something bigger. (cough cough) Hell, maybe an entire zoo. They are fully functional - almost that is, because of course they don't cum. Which also means they can go on forever.

So why not let them loose on a certain asset/prisoner of theirs?

Bucky breaks only when skinny little ""Stevie"" takes him apart

[(Anonymous)]

Okay- so, I recently had an intense dream, and then saw some art that reminded me of the dream- and I just, needed to smash the two together.
Art inspiration: https://cobaltmoonysart.tumblr.com/post/162799890756/steve-is-so-proud-of-his-good-pet-dress-up-so

Hydra has Steve's sperm/blood they have a Bucky Barnes that refuses to BREAK for them, they can't get him to the point where he will be a useful agent. They decide to just MAKE a new soldier from birth- and when, 9 months later, they have a smaller than average immune deficient blonde kid, they despair a little. Oh well, the Captain had a keen tactical mind, and with improving medicine they could keep most of the laundry list of ailments away.

Years pass, and a now teen(ish) Alexander is gawky and skinny, growth spurts painful and awkward. He is stronger than he looks, but not a supersoldier. He believes in HYDRA, and is bitter that he can't do more for them. So when the alarm blares and sounds of fighting break out while coming back from a training session, Alex runs towards the fighting.

And Bucky freezes in his killing spree on seeing him, just- broken puppet, crumpling as he talks to "Stevie".

HYDRA of course uses this- putting Alex with Bucky, telling him that if he can make Bucky into an Asset, willing to go to the chair, willing to serve them, he will be guided into the field and allowed to serve them far more than he does now.

So Alex, does. He plays at being Steve while using BDSM and D/s to dehumanize and degradate Bucky into being his pet, into wanting nothing but to serve him, willingly and eagerly, before leading him to the chair willing and docile for his Sir.

The dream was intense but more like a slideshow- and seeing this art reminded me of it.

Anyone feeling up to intense bad BDSM and potentially squicky teen domming mindfucked and drugged and touch starved Bucky into legitimately seeing himself as only a pet when he is good and a horrible dirty fucksleeve when he is bad?

I ask forgiveness if this is against the spirit of the Meme- but the idea wouldn't leave me alone. Bucky always puts Steve first- and the idea he holds out till a Steve like person breaks him makes my insides do happy sadistic dances.

Re: Bucky breaks only when skinny little ""Stevie"" takes him apart

[(Anonymous)]

It sounds like you have a lot of detailed ideas for this, nonnie - why not try write it yourself? I think prompts that are quite long and have a lot of specific details are less likely to be filled than a shorter prompt that gives more leeway for an author to interpret it.

Steve tries to protect Bucky

[(Anonymous)]

Bucky’s triggers are removed, he’s handling his trauma reasonably well, and he’s starting to really like thinking about himself as a person again. Naturally, he and Steve are captured by former WS handlers and they make it super clear that they fully intend to rape Bucky.

And Bucky shuts down. He can’t handle the idea of being forced to be someone’s toy, not after he’d finally convinced himself that it would never happen again. He freaks out.

Steve catches on and tries to spare Bucky the trauma by getting their captors focused on him instead. It works. They leave Bucky alone and have a Cap centric trash party instead.

Steve means well, but watching him take the punishment meant for Bucky isn’t really helping Bucky’s mental state.

Re: Steve tries to protect Bucky

[(Anonymous)]

My favorite flavor of trash. Yes, please.

Female POV Noncon

[(Anonymous)]

I really want to see some perceptively-written noncon with a female victim. Not just "Winter Soldier forced to rape a random woman from his POV" or something else quick/in the background, but one with a well-developed character where we actually see into her head and see her reactions and decisions and everything. I think there's one Natasha/WS fic that fits the description but that's it?

I know MCU doesn't give us many female characters to work with but I'll take anything really. I always identify with the victim in noncon fics and I am drowning in all the great Steve-as-victim/Bucky-as-victim noncon out there but I'd like something different?

Something like: captured agent/female good guy of any type being raped by WS from her POV, new female HYDRA agent being initiated/hazed via rape by our favorite HYDRA bad guys, that kind of thing. Bonus points if she fights like hell and is as resourceful and badass as Steve is in a lot of noncon fics.

Re: Female POV Noncon

[(Anonymous)]

Love this and would read the hell out of it.

Fuckpotato...with crowd participation

[(Anonymous)]

God forgive me.

You know what fuckpotato fics are missing? Witnesses/other characters to emotionally scar for life!

So instead of coming upon a poor Bucky who’s already been fuckpotatoed, what if Steve and Bucky (or for added torture, Steve and Bucky and as many additional Avengers as your trashy heart desires) are captured together.

Evil Hydra isn’t content to just fuckpotato Bucky - they want Steve to participate. Some sort of gun to the head situation in which there is no possibility of escape or rescue, so all Steve can do is go along in the hopes that they spare Bucky’s life.

Some terrible ideas:
- Steve being forced to remove Bucky’s limbs, eyes, tongue etc. I honestly have no limits, go as extreme as you’d like
- Steve being forced to cauterize/treat amputations/wounds with improvised medical equipment (soldering irons, belts etc.)
- Bucky initially being the calmer one because Steve is just so horrified at the prospect of hurting Bucky; Bucky obviously does not remain calm
- Pathetic attempts at comfort while hacking through bones - it’s going to be okay, Buck, I’m here...

I know a previous fic (Kallandra’s?) had Steve being forced to rape fuckpotatoed Bucky, and while that is absolutely A-OK with me, I guess I’d prefer the focus to be on the violence/torture/body horror of it all.

Stucky is cool, Gen is cool, additional characters are cool. Whatever warms your trashy heart. Aftermath/aftercare is completely optional, but no magic handwavy optimism - this is some lasting shit.

I sincerely apologize.

Re: Fuckpotato...with crowd participation

[(Anonymous)]

bless you, anon. What a beautiful prompt. Not exactly my kink but A+++ noncon and dehumanization

out of curiosity -- only Bucky gets the fuckpotato treatment? not Steve or any of the others?

mind-controlled!Steve/Wanda, she 'hears' him resisting it

[(Anonymous)]

Baddies get Steve under mind control--the kind where you're at least partially still aware, a passenger in your own body while someone else takes the wheel. And one of the things they force him to do is overpower Wanda and rape her.

Pick whatever explanation you want for why they do it and why she can't use her magic to fight back. Maybe they've found a way to dampen it; maybe they've just made it clear that if they catch her at it, the next thing Steve does is shoot himself in the head. The upshot is, Steve is holding her down and violating her and beating the crap out of her if she struggles... and she may not have enough access to her powers to save herself, but she's definitely got enough residual psychic ability to get the full running monologue of how horrified and disgusted Steve is at what he's being made to do.

Bonus: The first thing they do afterwards is force him to stand there and take it while they fuck him. Wanda gets a first-person view of that, too--and of how hard Steve's struggling between a reasonable understanding of where the blame for all this lies, and a sick, desperate conviction that he deserves every degrading thing they can do to him.

Re: mind-controlled!Steve/Wanda, she 'hears' him resisting it

[(Anonymous)]

OP

Extra week-old coffee grounds and a crown of rotting banana peels if their dynamic is similar to what we see in Civil War--she's latched onto him as a mentor or even an older-brother figure, he's comfortable enough in that role to open up and let her see some of his vulnerabilities if it'll help her, they've got a surprising amount of shared life experience. She clearly looks up to him a bit and he's fiercely protective of her. It just makes the entire situation so much more horrifying for both of them.

Bucky writes down all of the things he can't tell his best friend

[(Anonymous)]

(First prompt on here, so let me know if I’m trashing incorrectly! I have a lot of thoughts about how this could go but no idea how to write it myself, so I’m abandoning this plot bunny beside the dumpster in the hopes that a trash monster will adopt it).

Bucky (due to prompting by Steve/his therapist, or maybe just for himself in one of his notebooks pre-CW) starts jotting down all of the things that he can’t bring himself to tell Steve ... including all of the HYDRA trash-related things; torture, medical abuse, sexual abuse, etc, and his (shameful, conflicted, unspeakable) feelings related to all of the above. The list starts out mundane/soft/less graphic and gets more and more heartbreakingly dirtybadwrong as it goes on. This could be a sign of Bucky healing and coming to terms with everything, or of him nearing a mental breakdown as he becomes increasing unable to cope with what he remembers. Up to you whether Steve ever sees the list or not, or if the list is a framing device or a fill all by itself. Resolve however you want.

I’d really love to see transitions in style and content as the list progresses, such as:

-Entries gradually becoming more/less coherent
-The dirtybadwrong becoming more or less TMI, depending on whether or not Bucky realizes how fucked-up the abuse was and how guarded he is at any given stage (he’s opening up more as he’s healing, or becoming more ashamed and disgusted as he realizes the wrongness of everything, or losing the ability to censor himself as he falls apart, or whatever else you can come up with).
-Descriptions becoming more detailed as Bucky remembers more, or becoming more fragmented as he nears a crisis point

The Steve/Bucky can be as gen or as shippy as you like.

Any level of explicit content is fine, but I’m mostly here to be emotionally destroyed, so no PWP.

***Bonus points if you can make the vaguer entries even more horrifying than the more descriptive ones.

Re: Bucky writes down all of the things he can't tell his best friend

[(Anonymous)]

SO- I wanna do this- is OP okay with this being pre-cw and me framing it through Tony being a scuzzy fuckmook and reading the notebooks in Bucky's pack from Germany?

Cause I can't do Steve's reactions right for my ideas- but I can do Tony's creeping horror and growing sympathy, because it comes from a place of anger and revenge to pity to finally painfully, empathy.

The list as read by Steve would just be devastation all over the place. Also lets me cop out on dealing with that. If I feel brave I may even try to do it by hand on notebook paper- then again, maybe not- we will see.

If someone wants to take the notebook entries I do and then do Steve finding and reading them, post rogues return, uh full permission in advance.

Steve actually is fine

[(Anonymous)]

I know this isn't the kind of story we usually write here and Steve is a stoic bastard who can hide a lot of damage, but indulge me. Steve Rogers gets captured by your choice of Hydra villain(s) and subjected to brutal sexual abuse, and... comes out of it mostly OK?

Which doesn't necessarily mean unaffected. There's plenty of room for him to be shaken, furious, disgusted, embarrassed, grieving his first time if he was a virgin, off-balance about his sexual orientation, or any other reaction that seems natural for him. But he is stubbornly, relentlessly reasonable about blame (theirs) and responsibility (mostly theirs--he's going to study how he lost that fight, but he's lost enough fights with bullies to know that's hardly a rape-able offense). He knows it was more about violence and cruelty than sex, no matter how much sexual shame it managed to dredge up. His self-worth is fine, even if his dignity's seen better days. He tries to strike a balance between acknowledging vulnerability to his teammates and insisting on some privacy for working through the gory details. If he eventually starts/resumes having sex with a partner, he's tense about some acts that resemble what was done to him, but not to the point of flashbacks or other trigger responses.

Basically give me Steve Rogers getting raped and not ending up traumatized or dysfunctional about it, even if he's hurting quite a bit in the aftermath. Yes, it's a power fantasy. Like I said, indulge me.

Huge bonus if he retains his dry Steve-ish sense of humor throughout.

Re: Steve actually is fine

[(Anonymous)]

Jesus I would read the everloving fuck out of a fill for this.
Especially with the bonus.
PLEASE someone do this???

Rumlow/Steve virginity kink

[(Anonymous)]

IDK man, I just need Rumlow getting off really hard on being the first guy ever to force his dick up Cap's tight, untouched little hole. Turning it into a sloppy cunt for him and his buddies to dump their loads in. Forcing his body open where it wasn't before, and leaving him gaping and dripping evidence of his defilement when the last cock comes out. Ruining him before anyone else even gets a turn, knowing this is what Steve will remember every time he so much as thinks about sex. Knowing rape and degradation will be his only frame of reference if he ever tries to have sex. Knowing, or imagining, that his hole will never be this tight for anyone ever again.

Re: Rumlow/Steve virginity kink

[(Anonymous)]

I cannot get enough evil awful Rumlow and so I am in 100% approval

Humping bench

[(Anonymous)]

So after the asset comes in from a mission he's usually pretty keyed up - the techs have come up with a way for him to release this pent up tension. They lead him into a room with a sort of padded, rounded bench that he straddles vertically and there's a little hole for him to push his cock into. The asset, once settled in and strapped down, eagerly humps this like a dog until he is satisfied and slumps down on the bench, relaxed.
Bonus for people coming over and petting him, touching his asshole while he's rutting, calling him a good boy, maybe pushing things inside him as an extra reward.

Re: Humping bench

[(Anonymous)]

Op mind if I combine this with the Asset is STRIKE's loving pet?

Cause I was debating doing a fuzzy mold fill for that one.

Natasha taking the fall for someone

[(Anonymous)]

So, I love prompts where Steve and/or Bucky "jump on the grenade" for someone, but I'd like to see Nat doing so. Maybe she and Wanda get captured during the time before IW, or maybe she is protecting one of the weaker girls in the Red Room from going on a honeypot mission because the guy is a total sadist. I'm not picky about details, just the thought of Nat trying to protect someone because she thinks she is better equipped to deal with the rape due to her training + especially if it's Wanda, the thought of not letting her "lose her innocence" like that.

Re: Natasha taking the fall for someone

[(Anonymous)]

yo https://archiveofourown.org/works/6542716

Medical Play

[(Anonymous)]

Bucky was scheduled for a physical and was tied down on a gynae chair for intensive medical check up. Hydra inserted all sort of tools into Bucky’s ass while he’s conscious and crying in pain. Tools include large scope, ultra scan and needles (injections). Bucky was exhausted when they ended the physical with rape by the doctors.

Touch aversion

[(Anonymous)]

I’ve seen a lot of fics that deal with Bucky being touch starved post Hydra, but I’d love to see the opposite too. After decades of unwanted medical touching and trash parties, Bucky is over being touched - avoids casual touches and wants absolutely nothing to do with sex or physical intimacy of any kind. Triggering, upsetting etc. Dude just wants total body autonomy without anyone infringing on that.

Enter Steve trying to pick up the pieces of their relationship. Bucky still loves him, but he just can’t get past the touch aversion and can’t compromise on it (maybe they tried introducing some touches and Bucky bugged out so badly that it ended that). Steve, being Steve, will do anything to make Bucky comfortable even if it means never so much as hugging him again.

Basically I just want a mountain of bad feelings on both their parts - Bucky feeling selfish and guilty, Steve shameful that he’s resentful - with no magic resolution apparent.

Re: Touch aversion

[(Anonymous)]

1000000x please

Hesitation Marks (Suicide Attempt tw)

[(Anonymous)]

So, I saw a scene like this alluded to in a non-trashy fic, and thought that it could work as a fill on its own (with the necessary modifications for the trashmeme).

Post TWS, Steve finds Bucky, or Bucky finds Steve (how is up to you). When they reunite (or an undetermined amount of time afterwards) it becomes obvious that Bucky is on the verge of psychological collapse due to guilt and resurfacing memories of his time as the Asset (whatever specific trash this consists of is up to you, so long as there’s heavy mention of past sexual abuse). It’s clear that he is in immediate danger of harming himself, or has already done so. Whatever sedatives are on hand are rendered essentially useless by Bucky’s enhanced physiology, so that’s not an option to calm him down.

Meanwhile Bucky, pleading for death, is deliriously confessing everything to Steve who now not only has to deal with the immediate danger his friend is in and attempt to offer help/comfort, but also has to manage his own reactions to the newly revealed extent of Bucky’s trash past (this could be from the POV of either).

Some thoughts on where this could take place:
-In a hospital or prison, with Steve at a strapped-down Bucky’s bedside (with the restraints likely worsening Bucky’s mental state).
-In some remote area with only basic field medical available
-Maybe Sam and/or Nat is there as well, or maybe not and they’re completely isolated-depends how much worse you want the situation to be.).

I’d prefer it if Bucky doesn’t kill himself, but otherwise whatever note you find it fitting to end on is fine, whether despairing or tentatively hopeful. Stucky preferred but gen is fine also.

Body horror

[(Anonymous)]

WS-era, HYDRA captures Steve, cuts off his arm and grafts it onto their Asset. Their theory is that, transplanting a body part from one supersoldier to another will avoid the problems of rejection.

But it doesn't. It really, REALLY doesn't.

Give me supersoldier immunological levels of acute rejection, pain, sickness, increasing failure at attempts at immunosuppression, and removal. Give me Steve's reaction to waking up and missing an arm and seeing it on Bucky. Maybe the Asset tries to rip it off himself and fails. MAYBE STEVE RUNS IN AND RIPS IT OFF. Make it as horrible, awful, and gory as you want.

Re: Body horror

[(Anonymous)]

Oh, please someone fill this.

WS + would-be victim turned rapist

[(Anonymous)]

The Soldier is ordered to torture and/or take out a certain someone - I'm thinking a HYDRA deserter or political target. He is instructed to use any means necessary to do so, encouraged (or explicitly instructed) to use sexual violence as a means of control and humiliation.

Except, something goes wrong and the tables turn. The would-be victim gains the upper hand (probably not through force but rather command words or drugs or something similar) and takes the opportunity to rape the Soldier instead. The Soldier is confused and humiliated throughout the whole ordeal, even moreso when he must return to his superiors having failed his mission.

I was initially imagining m/m, but an evil lady could work well here too. I'm happy with either.

Kill him to save him

[(Anonymous)]

Bucky tells Steve about the trash of his past, and begs Steve to promise to kill him rather than let him go through things like that again. Steve says yes, because how you're not gonna say yes to that, and it's not like they are gonna get captured by HYDRA again, right?

Until they are.

Up to you whether Steve goes through with it, but I'd prefer the angsty scenario where he hesitates and the HYDRA goons fuck Bucky up again and when they manage to escape Bucky is angry and resentful.

Bonus if Bucky would do it himself but can't due to the programming that stops him from damaging HYDRA property.

Re: Kill him to save him

[(Anonymous)]

Dat bonus... hnnnnng please.

Dog semen enema

[(Anonymous)]

A Hydra facility's dog breeding program has to ditch a ton of straws/canisters for whatever reason (they're expired, program got shut down, studs found to be not ideal etc. etc.). It's about a gallon of semen all told. Someone gets the bright idea to use the Asset as a disposal unit because why not. So they thaw & heat & combine it all, make the Asset take it as a huge damn enema that gets all the way up into his small intestines (and look I'm gonna leave it up to you how that works with the ileocecal valve), and then they have fun with him while he's under orders to hold it. That gangbang could be humans, dogs (please have fun with the fact that dogs ejaculate continuously while tied), or both, so long as it's humiliating & sloppy.

I don't have any add ons here, that's it, that's the prompt. In conclusion thank god for liquid courage and autocorrect

Some handler is "in love" with the Asset

[(Anonymous)]

A member of Hydra (whether someone from the movies or a random OC it's all fine by me) thinks he's in love with The Winter Soldier. He's just so big and strong and sexy in the field, and he turns into such a sweetheart out of the field, all pretty and docile and eager to be touched and spoken to kindly. Everyone else on the team of course teases Hydra-guy mercilessly about his crush, and eventually as a joke they set up a "date" between him and the Soldier.

Hydra-guy is in starry-eyed wonder at his teammates being so "nice" as to set this up for him. The Soldier just wants to comply and not get hurt, and so is all too eager to go along with whatever this handler seems to want from him.

Cue the slimiest, rottenest "romantic dinner for two" in history. I'd love if the Hydra-guy ended up fucking Bucky and actually making it feel very physically good, even as Bucky is clearly uncomfortable and just going along with it because he has to obey handlers. Extra moldy bonus if the Hydra-guy has a great time and thinks the "date" went really well, and it becomes a regular thing after that.

Re: Some handler is "in love" with the Asset

[(Anonymous)]

I have a mighty need.
Holy gods this is the kinda trash I want- one sided "Love" and it is all horribly awful, and if the HYDRA trashman bothered to think with his brain not his dick for two seconds he could see that there is no way for them to love as lovers- only as a Master and his slave.

Fuck- I need this. Because with this much gross power imbalance, the only one that can see "Love" is the abuser. Ugh yes. Please. Please?

Asset total control

[(Anonymous)]

So, the asset can’t do anything on his own. He is watched, controlled and told what to do all the time: they feed him, tell him to chew and swallow, he is dressed and undressed, washed and broght to the bathrom where we can’t relieve himself or stop once he’s started until he’s ordered. Same for sex he does anything he’s told.

It could be all control during hydra days or part of the story could be set before WS and show ‘a normal day’ and part afterwards, with Steve realising what’s going one and assuming the handler role and help him through all this horrible and embarrassing situations. I don’t mind the ending, it could end with Bucky regaining control or with no recovery at all, I’d just like to read all about the control...