Dumpster #3: The Great Pacific Garbage Patch

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Holy shitballs, look at us go. Welcome to Captain America fandom's resident wretched hive of scum and villainy: ROUND THREE. AKA Bad Guys Do Dirtybadwrong Things To Your Faves, AKA the Hydra Trash Party kinkmeme. As usual, BLANKET NON-CON AND NSFW WARNINGS apply: just assume going in that everything in this landfill is unfit for human consumption.

Rules in brief: don't be a jerk except to fictional characters, warnings for particularly fucked-up garbage are nice but not required, thou shalt not judge the trashiness of thy neighbor's kinks unless thy neighbor is trying to pass off their rotting banana peels and half-eaten pizza crusts as a healthy romantic dinner for two, off-topic comments may be chucked out of the dumpster at management's discretion, management's discretion decrees that omegaverse, soulbond AUs, D/s-verse, non-superpowered AUs, and dark!good guys AUs are off-topic.

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Round 3 is closed; comments and fills in existing threads are still welcome, but all new prompts go to Round 4.

Comments

deserumed Steve trash party favor

[(Anonymous)]

I feel like there might have already been a fic like this, but I can't find it, so:

Steve gets deserumed, Hydra gets a hold of him, and punitive revenge on Captain America gangbang ensues. Except that Steve's reverted back to his pre-serum memories as well, and has all the dysphoria of finding himself in the future, dealing with the knowledge of his super-soldier self, and doesn't understand who these people are or why they're doing this to him. Virginal though still prickly and snarky asshole Steve preferred. Up to author anon if/how there's a rescue.

+ the added horror of Winter Soldier Bucky being present/participating but not recognizing Steve
++ the ordeal isn't a one time thing, but Steve gets kept around or maybe even paraded around as a prize like this for a while and Hydra thinks it's fucking hilarious when he tries to fight back

Re: deserumed Steve trash party favor

[(Anonymous)]

oh god this sounds so horrible. :DDDD

*camps out here*

Steve and Bucky should smile more

[(Anonymous)]

Forgive me if this is way off topic, and trashmod feel free to freeze this if it is. But I just finished watching Jessica Jones and have a burning need for Kilgrave trash. (Warning for very mild spoilers, mainly just about his powers)

Literally anything with him is fine, but I do have a specific scenario I keep coming back to. So back when Bucky was still with Hydra, Steve had been captured and Bucky had been forced to torture and rape Steve. Post-movie, they've both recovered pretty well, Steve has assured Bucky that he never ever blamed him and forgives him and everything. But they never had sex after, no matter how much one or both of them might want to.

Then Steve runs into Kilgrave, who's very excited to get his hands on Captain America. After getting Steve to tell him everything in full detail, he decides that what Steve really, really wants is to get "even" with Bucky. I'll leave the details open.

+Using Steve's own guilt and need for praise against him whenever he tries to fight
++Bucky not having any idea who Kilgrave is or what he can do
+++All the trauma afterwards

Re: Steve and Bucky should smile more

[(Anonymous)]

I just now read the title of this and lol'ed. I second this wholeheartedly.

Super-soldier Starter Kit

[(Anonymous)]

So the Winter Soldier discovered the Smithsonian exhibit that explained all about how Bucky Barnes was Steve Roger's friend, right? What if he thinks that means that Steve used to be his handler?

All the Hydra bases in DC are abandoned, no one's there to give him orders. So WS decides to report to Cpt. Rogers for orders, along with his essential gear. He shows up on Steve's doorstep with a cardboard box full of weapons, armor, and "discipline equipment" (ie sex toys and restraints).

Cue Steve/Sam/Natasha/good guy of your choice being puzzled at first. Then the Soldier explains, in excruciating detail, how each item has been used to "discipline" him over the years.

+ For WS misinterpreting revulsion/disbelief as the person thinking he's lying or withholding information to go easy on himself, like "Honest, the 9 inch dildo usually makes me bleed and I can't stop sobbing, even though I try to be quiet. The 10 inch was missing, but the 9 inch will work fine!"

++ good ol' mag cuffs and stun batons, our trashy favs

+++ if Steve just can't handle it any more and has to walk out in the middle of a graphic trash party story to cry and/or demolish some walls

+++++++ WS gets Sad Bucky Eyes from The Chair Scene as he apologizes for only bringing a few discipline items, but he hurriedly assures them that everything he brought is really effective and he'll show them exactly where everything else is that he couldn't bring in the box!

I will give you burnt Christmas cookies and a whole Tupperware of fuzzy green leftovers for a fill, trash babies! (Please please please save me from filling this myself!)

Re: Super-soldier Starter Kit

[(Anonymous)]

Oh god yes!

Steve, public use

[(Anonymous)]

What it says on the tin. Steve Rogers chained up and left out for any random Hydra goon who wants to fuck him.

Bonus trash kinks:
- He's blindfolded and can't see where he is, what's coming, or who's abusing him (and some of their voices sound awfully familiar...)
- Passing out and waking up to find he's already (still?) being fucked
- Humiliating signs or body writing--"rape me"/"free public fuckhole"/"insert cock here"/tally marks, etc
- Hole abuse. Asshole whipping, calling it a "cunt," object penetration (*cough* stunbatons), come leaking out... but especially those first two.

Bonus Steeb being Steeb:
- Defiant, pissed-off, sarcastic Steve trying to hide his horror and disgust
- He could make it stop any time he wanted. All he has to do is tell them where Bucky is...

Re: Steve, public use

[(Anonymous)]

YES PLEASE (hello my fav kink)

[(Anonymous)]

A prompt that branched off of a recent fill:

What if Bucky wanted to have sex with Steve but only associates sex with punishment, so he keeps messing up on missions or pissing Steve off and hoping that Steve'd use the mag cuffs and fuck him?

I see a range of vastly different possibilities, such as:
- Steve is confused why Bucky's exclusively an asshole to Steve, and wonders if maybe Bucky hates him. (Bucky doesn't want other people to punish him with sex, so he actually good and obedient)

- Steve being increasingly gentle and kind because he sees Bucky's goof-ups as signs that they need to take it *slower*

- Bucky interprets most sex as punishment, so if Steve and Sam have a thing going, he... has relevant thoughts.

- Bucky just being Very Confused about his feelings. Like, sex is bad, but why does he want it with Steve?

But really, anything that piques your interest!

[(Anonymous)]

YES.

Pre TWS, Undercover VIP guest Steve

[(Anonymous)]

With miracle of face-changing masks or something, Steve goes undercover to a party to gather intel, and it's imperative that he doesn't blow his cover. No big deal - Steve's been an actor before. He can do this. Only thing is, he never expected it to be a HYDRA trash party.

Steve finds out about Bucky as he's dragged out on a leash behind a cart of toys, and Steve's told that as one of the VIP guest, he gets to choose a toy and fuck the WS.

(Someone else better at espionage like Natasha couldn't go because of plot/porn logic reasons.)

Re: Pre TWS, Undercover VIP guest Steve

[(Anonymous)]

this is an excellent concept, seconded

Take Me Instead (continued from previous dumpster)

[(Anonymous)]

Original prompt:

Let's get some pre-war fun in here. Steve and Peggy are ON A MISSION when BAM! they are captured. Steve's all up in chains and their captors (probs Nazis, Hydra, w/e) tell Steve all the wonderful things they're going to do to Peggy and he insists that they do it to him instead.

BONUS FOR:
-Peggy KNOWS WHAT SHE IS DOING she will save them, Peggy Carter saves everyone!
-their captors dudes are NOT GAY OKAY but this doesn't count because it's HUMILIATION that makes it not gay (also his lips and eyes are pretty like a girl's so it doesn't count)
-SNARKY STEVE pls
-Steve thinks he can but it turns out he cannot actually handle penetration and it freaks him out and it breaks him
-Peggy and Steve forced to look at each other all the time throughout
-DOUBLE PENETRATION also dicks and not-dickular objects in the butt are good

http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=1615072#cmt1615072

Fill: Take Me Instead 1/?

[(Anonymous)]

(Reposting the first part so it's all in one place, and because of minor edits for pacing etc.)

"I see they're still not hiring you boys for originality," Peggy observed, staring down the Hydra stormtrooper whose gloved hand was clamped underneath her chin. He let go long enough to backhand her across the face, but it was halfhearted, a slap for an uppity little girl rather than a blow for a dangerous enemy operative. Instead of snapping to the side, her head barely budged. His hand slid down to the top button of her blouse, and she half-raised her eyebrows, the deeply unimpressed "Really?" unspoken but almost audible nonetheless.

Steve, watching from across the room as her lip began to curl, felt the familiar warm swell of admiration in his chest even as his fists ached to punch the dirty bastard into next week. Damn it all to hell, he should've realized Schmidt's men wouldn't hesitate to stoop this low. It had been so easy to let Peggy's ruthless competence in the field, and the fear of God she struck into the hearts of the soldiers surrounding her, lull him into forgetting the extra risks she ran every time she went out with them. Not that he was dumb enough to try and prevent her from running whatever risks she damn well pleased. But he should've planned for this. Expected it, at least. Peggy was sitting handcuffed to the radiator in a dingy factory office with some Hydra lowlife's hand halfway down her shirt, and she looked about as shocked as if she'd discovered something nasty on the sole of her boot. Steve, meanwhile, was almost too furious to speak.

Almost. "Keep your hands off her," he growled, and yanked at his restraints hard enough to bruise his windpipe. They'd underestimated Peggy--only cuffed her by one wrist at first, before the commander discovered her mean right hook the hard way--but not Steve. Steve was shackled hand and foot, with a heavy collar around his neck attached to a support column by a sturdy length of chain. He'd been testing them, looking for weak points. Now he threw all his strength into seeing if they'd cede to brute force.

The Hydra agent just laughed, and looked directly at Steve as he slid his hand down over the swell of Peggy's chest and squeezed. She didn't so much as flinch, but her lips were pressed so tighly together they must've been white under her lipstick. "Steve," she said, "you're not helping."

Steve felt like he was going to be sick. "But Peggy--"

"I don't need you to defend me," she said quietly, her voice sharp-edged and taut almost to the point of snapping. She swallowed, so quick Steve nearly missed it, and squared her shoulders, fixing the Hydra agent with a look that would've made Steve take two instinctive steps backward.

She was right. Of course. Any protests from his corner of the room were just going to egg them on. And if he let on even a fraction of how livid it got him to see their hands on Peggy Carter, he might as well paint a target on the front of her skirt. But that didn't mean he had to stand there and leave her to her fate.

Steve had no doubt she could handle anything they threw at her. What he wasn't so sure about was whether he could handle watching it.

He turned to the commander, who was leaning back in his chair filling out paperwork, boots propped up on his desk. "So this is what you go for, huh?" Steve said, making sure he sounded every inch the cocky little Brooklyn smart-ass he was. "Shoulda guessed. Got your worst enemy in chains in front of you, and what do you suckers do? Grab your first chance to make pigs of yourselves."

Across the room, he heard Peggy hiss, "Steve, don't you dare."

The commander finished filling out a line on his form before he glanced up at Steve. "What can I say, Captain? It has been a very long time since my men have seen a woman in the flesh."

"And twice as long since any of those women let them get close enough to breathe on them, I imagine," Peggy cut in icily. She didn't even react to the Hydra goon tearing her blouse open in retaliation, only glared at Steve, as though to say Two can play that game.

Her shirt buttons skittered across the floor. Steve kept his eyes on them so he wouldn't have to see her exposed. One of them landed at his feet. He took a deep breath and said, "Shoulda guessed you wouldn't have the balls to get within punching distance, even when I'm tied up."

The rifle butt crashing down on his forehead was almost a relief. He staggered, choked as the collar caught all the weight, and bared his teeth in a grin. "Feiglinge," he rasped, just in case any of them hadn't gotten the message. His German wasn't great, but he could manage schoolyard taunts.

The commander laid his clipboard down on the desk and stopped the rest of the guards in their tracks with a wave of his hand. "You are very good at making a nuisance of yourself, Captain," he said, eyeing Steve with interest this time. "If your reputation were any less pure and upright, I would guess you were trying to take her place."

"You'd guess right, buddy," said Steve. Peggy would kill him, but in his book it was pretty upright to sign up for a beating if it'd spare a dame a much worse fate. "This is between us. Leave the lady out of it."

"Steve, no--"

"An interesting offer," said the commander, and now he looked genuinely surprised. "But I don't think my men will take it. We are not degenerates in this country, you see. A man is not so easily substituted for a woman."

It took a moment for Steve to put two and two together. When he did, he felt his face go flaming red. Those sick bastards--

"I was more expecting you to hit me," he growled. "Don't think I'm the one with the dirty mind here."

But they weren't listening. One of the guards had come around to whisper in his officer's ear. The commander laughed and addressed the room at large in German, talking too fast for Steve to make out more than a few words. A wave of approving laughter spread through the room.

The commander swung his feet off the desk and leaned forward, his hands folded in front of him. The corners of his lips twisted in a suppressed smile. "It seems I misspoke. My men are not degenerates, but they are very much in favor of seeing you, ah, defiled."

Great. What the hell had he just signed up for?

One of the guards grabbed Steve under the chin, and he glared defiance even as his skin burned beneath the touch. It wasn't like he didn't know what men could do with each other, but he'd never had a man actually touch him with intent before. The shame of it prickled just under his skin, as hot as the old familiar flame of anger, but foreign and wrong, like it was trying to crawl out of him. "You want that?" the guard sneered in thickly accented English. "Or are you afraid? Should we go back to your lady friend instead?"

Over the man's shoulder, Steve could see Peggy yanking at her restraints in impotent rage. He caught her eye and she stilled, staring stricken at him. In that moment she didn't look angry, not even at Steve. Her face was white, her eyes wide. She looked scared. It was enough to make his heart contract, because he knew that what they might do to her would never scare her enough to show on her face. But it wasn't enough to shake his resolve. He was her commanding officer. He was a super-soldier. Whatever abuse the enemy had in store, he ought to be the one to take it.

He swallowed, tasting bile at the back of his throat. This was going to be unpleasant, in ways he’d never even thought to imagine before. But better him than Peggy. He braced himself and spat in the guard's face.

Rumlow/ Bucky costumed mindfuck

[(Anonymous)]

Rumlow (or other Hydra agent) fucks Bucky while wearing a Captain America costume.

(I'm new here,sorry if this has been prompted before.)

Re: Rumlow/ Bucky costumed mindfuck

[(Anonymous)]

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2591207

Or did you mean Rumlow in the Cap costume?

STD trash

[(Anonymous)]

Let's exploit the vague nature of Bucky's serum and say he actually can catch diseases. So, during a Hydra rape, he caught an incurable STD.

I am up for any kind of STD trash, including Hydra shaming him, reactions from his other rapists, and uncomfortable physical symptoms -- but especially anything that focuses on or includes aftermath would be great. Like Bucky being too ashamed to seek/suffering through medical treatment, or the agony of disclosing his disease (and thus his history of rape) to his sexual partner(s).

a rapist can't make Bucky come

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not fussed re: why; broken dick conditioning, normal impotence, bad or painful sex. I'm cool for anything as long as Bucky cannot make himself come for a rapist who wants him to (who is getting angrier the longer Bucky keeps failing).

+ the rape culminates in serious torture to punish Bucky for embarrassing his rapist

+ either Bucky is new to rape, or the rapist is new to raping Bucky and doesn't know the tricks Hydra has found to getting him off

+++ fallout where Bucky is incredibly anxious about the prospect of sex with his partner (Sam or Steve please) because he's worried he won't be able to perform, and he's internalized shame and fear about that going way beyond your average toxic masculinity problems

My imaginary friend Brock

[(Anonymous)]

Okay, so I'm a sucker for messy coping mechanisms. What I want is Bucky struggling with post!Hydra life, especially when it comes to sex. For whatever reason that doesn't mean he's allowing himself a break, though.

Instead of taking it slow, he pushes himself through everything that makes him feel sick to the bone without so much as blinking an eye. Whenever his body refuses to cooperate, Bucky imagines Rumlow (who's been somewhat of a personal nemesis for him) holding him down or otherwise forcing him to get on with it. Humiliation and dirty talk included, obviously.

+ In a twisted way it works, and Bucky manages everyday life much better now

+ can be Bucky/Steve, but I'm not at all opposed to (additional) back alley gang bangs

Re: My imaginary friend Brock

[(Anonymous)]

This is brilliant. The memory of Rumlow will always be there for Bucky :)

Not a punishment but a reward

[(Anonymous)]

For mindfuck reasons, HYDRA never rapes the Winter Soldier to punish him. When he acts up, he gets tortured, but nobody touches him in a sexual way. That's because sex is a reward.

Basically, they convince him that being touched "nicely" (and they do make sure not to hurt him, even touch him the way he likes it best and get him off), is like food or warmth, something he gets if he's good. All I want from life is oblivious, touch starved Bucky thinking they're doing *him* a favor. So he's looking forward to it, trying his best to earn it.

+ Sometimes they don't do it right away and Bucky's ashamed to ask for it, but eventually does it anyway because HEY, HE'S BEEN GOOD, and he craves being touched so much
+ They pretend it's a chore but give in anyway. Bucky's all flustered and grateful.
+ Also, consider the - probably pretty messy - aftermath of this.

Re: Not a punishment but a reward

[(Anonymous)]

Since no one else is commenting on this, I'm just gonna chime in and say, GOD YES PLEASE THIS IS EVERYTHING I NEED

Some bestiality to mix things up

[(Anonymous)]

So I've found maybe one Bucky/dog fic in this whole fandom, so it might just not be a kink for most people (which like, fair enough) but if there are any other bestiality people out there, please come forth! Bucky being forced by hydra to get fucked by a dog is really all I want. Maybe it's punishment, some weird breeding program(?), or just for fun, I'm just craving some Bucky/dog fics!

Re: Some bestiality to mix things up

[(Anonymous)]

Not like I'm keeping stock or something, but I think there's been two dog fics and at least one horse. :) Maybe someone has links ready for you while you wait for a fill?

Team Pro-Reg

[(Anonymous)]

Just curious, but with Civil War looming around the corner, and all the heroes from other franchies being present, who does and doesn't now against the rules? Is it OK to make the other heroes major characters as long as the focus is still on Captain America ones?

I'm thinking of a Civil War centered prompt off the bit where it's implied that Bucky gets captured again by government forces. What if one of the people in charge of the Pro-Regs is secretly HYDRA and has found a way to bring Bucky back under his control? And then he forces Tony, Rhodey, and the others to rape him to break him in? Not meant as character bashing at all, none of them want to do it and they all know it's wrong, but they have no choice because they're being threatened and aside from Natasha none of them know enough about the full situation going on with him.

Re: Team Pro-Reg

[(Anonymous)]

I would love if, due to Civil War, we were allowed to start bringing new characters in (as long as the fics still focused on Bucky, Steve, Sam, Nat, etc). I feel like doing so would allow a lot more prompts and variety to show up, which would be cool.

(I also love this prompt anon, and I hope it gets approved)

Bucky remembers everything but has no understanding of consent

[(Anonymous)]

This is kind of but not really a "Bucky thinks his friends are handlers" prompt, because my idea is that he does know who Steve & co are. He remembers his life, he identifies as Bucky, and except for expected aftereffects of his trauma, his personality is intact. Even if you're paying close attention, he looks like he's recovering well and is back to his old self. So it's impossible for anyone to tell that in fact, Bucky has absolutely NO concept of consent, and he cannot say no to sexual advances, ever.

+ he has sex with several people (Sam and Steve preferred), and during these encounters he acts totally normal, being affectionate, having fun -- just like he can tell they want

+ maybe he's kinda fucked up about having sex with Steve/Sam, or maybe he genuinely doesn't care because, no, he never WANTS to, but at least they're not rough like some of the other people he's currently fucking so hey, it's kinda nice. ...or maybe sometimes they ARE rough and kinky, and to them it's hot and intimate, and Bucky flawlessly performs like he isn't freaked the hell out. Like, just fuck me up

+ horrible fallout when all this comes to light. Imagine how fucked up Steve and Sam would be?

I am interested in something focusing on the tension in Bucky really being himself again except for this one huge hidden difference. Because they're not as careful as they should be with him, + something inarticulable about the contrast between his personality and THIS just destroys me

Re: Bucky remembers everything but has no understanding of consent

[(Anonymous)]

Yay consent issues!

But how would it come to light if Bucky is acting so normal? It's not like Bucky would ever say no to sex, and he'd presumably be fine saying no in every other circumstance....

Bucky makes really disturbing dark jokes about his own rapes; Natasha is the only one who gets it.

[(Anonymous)]

Okay, so this was based on a conversation in a sleep depriving session of CAH, but: DarkHumor!Bucky is my jam. It's even better if it unnerves other people.

So basically I'd kill for a scenario where Bucky is rescued, gets mostly rehabilitated (do with Civil War what you will) but that the way he deals with his rapes (and torture and other abuse and other awfulness) is he makes jokes about it. The kind of jokes that make other people choke on their food and be ashamed.

And it unnerves everyone, especially Steve, but also just random strangers because he has no filter and no shame in this matter.

The only person who sort of takes it like it is, is Nat. She gets it's a coping mechanism an accepts him when everyone either secretly or overtly wants him to stop.

Double trash bonus and all of my bin's contents if you write it into a sexual relationship where rape jokes are actually a fucked-up coping strategy during the actual sex.

Extreme trash bonus if you actually make it a sexual relationship with Natasha, but since I know there's more m/m shippers here, I'd also be down with a scenario where it's a relationship with Steve (and he's horrified) and Nat sort of kink negotiates this.

Or if it's a well-written OT3, that would also be awesome.

Really I'm in if for Bucky's rape jokes and Nat being awesome.

I'd write it myself but I'm actually terrible at writing humor, dark or otherwise :(

Re: Bucky makes really disturbing dark jokes about his own rapes; Natasha is the only one who gets i

[(Anonymous)]

I'd love this, especially with Buckynat

Sex in an industrial cold storage room

[(Anonymous)]

As it says in the title. Somehow Steve and Bucky get stuck in a kinda small and really cold room without a chance to break door or walls. They must do something to stay warm, there's no space for physical exercises; also both of them have terrible flashbacks about time spent in the ocean/in cryotube and try really hard not to panic too much :)

Re: Sex in an industrial cold storage room

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not seeing the trash angle?

Penance

[(Anonymous)]

Post-WS, Bucky Barnes remembers everything he did and is eaten by guilt about what he did as an assassin.

He comes up with this idea that he will visit the surviving loved ones of the people he killed, and ask them how he should try to make up for it. This can be anything from actually procuring them monetary compensations to letting them beat him, punch him, torture him.

One survivor- maybe not a very nice one (I guess not all of WS's targets were respectable people, maybe some Russian crime lord who knows) - chooses gang rape as a means of revenge to avenge his dead father/mother. So he and his men will take turns on Bucky, making it deliberately unpleasant, because it's punishment.

Bucky submits to this willingly, but obviously still goes through the physical experience of rape.

Trash bonuses if:

- in this universe a) either Hydra didn't actually rape Bucky and this is his first time or b) Hydra did, but or he had no memory of it until this happens and he gets flashbacks. Whichever you deem more horrible.

- He's viscerally horrified by the act and is not dealing with it well. Maybe cocks in his mouth make him gag/heave or he instinctively tenses up making it all more unpleasant.

- Steve walks in, wants to save the days, but Bucky stops him(physically if needed) and then goes back to his rape somewhat willingly with Steve watching (either tied up, or because he doesn't want to leave Bucky regardless, or whatever).

- If after it is done, he goes to another survivor, and they choose relatively minor punishment, and that's the point where he breaks down because he's so grateful he won't be raped this time.

- Psychological messed-uppenes where he suffers from what happened but he still sees it as "deserved punishment".

- Aftermath h/c in any shape or form.

Re: Penance

[(Anonymous)]

oh fuck, all of those bonuses are so choice (esp the steve one)

Hydra castrates Bucky

[(Anonymous)]

Bucky is castrated by Hydra. Nothing more, nothing less. This can be a war era POW Bucky, a pre-brainwashed in-training Bucky, a full on catatonic Winter Soldier Bucky, a re-kidnapped semi-recovered Bucky, etc. The details are all up to you lovelies and wherever the trashy scents lead you.

If it doesn't inhibit your trashy creativity, some jams are:

+ Rape/torture that involves dirty talk about Bucky's castration and its effects. Nonchalant in-passing mockery is also awesome.

++ Effects of castration: lessening of body hair (so that's where all his chest hair went!), incontinence (hi diaper humiliation kink this meme polluted my innocent mind with), smaller penis size, muscle reduction and redistribution of fat (maybe Hydra stuffs him full of steroids to deal with this? what happens when he's off the steroids back with Steve? maybe the super serum handles it all), chest puffiness, minimized sex drive, loss of energy (how this conflicts/interacts with his super serum), calmness (maybe not a bonus in assassin mode but it keep him from being a violent liability off mission), hot flashes, trouble with memory, dry orgasms, etc.

+++ Semi-recovered Bucky desperately trying to hide his castration (and its effects) from Steve.

+ Bucky, unable to separate rape and sex, confusedly wants to be and/or dreams about being used by Steve, like with his previous handlers. He also thinks it is expected of him. This is scary and emotionally fraught in and of itself but is doubly terrifying because then Steve will know which cannot happen. Bucky wants Steve to keep being kind to him and respecting him, not see him for what he is, an it, a nothing, the Asset.

Re: Hydra castrates Bucky

[(Anonymous)]

Oh god this prompt is GLORIOUS, especially the physical removing of Bucky's conception of gender. MAKING HIM AN 'IT' (unf) <3333

Bucky/Steve: Steve thinks he's having consensual sex, Bucky doesn't even know what consensual means

[(Anonymous)]

Does Bucky initiate? Because he's so used to this kind of abuse, it's just normal life for him? Because he's trying to manipulate Steve or earn privileges (like food or not being put back in cryo)? Or maybe to pay Steve back for the basic humane treatment he's received since Steve found him! Or even, because he wants to apologize for Steve for beating him up on the Helicarrier.

Or maybe Steve initiated. Because Bucky seems so fine! Or because he didn't even mean to, but he was so happy to see him and then Bucky went along with it, or because of sex pollen or for any reason AT ALL!

...I am just so desperately into this flavor of trash. It's a problem. I can't see around the piles of garbage higher than my head. Please feed my monster?

I'm especially interested in the moment where Steve realizes what's been going on. But also, especially interested in the sex. But also...just so desperate. So, please.

Help me, Trash Friends.

Re: Bucky/Steve: Steve thinks he's having consensual sex, Bucky doesn't even know what consensual me

[(Anonymous)]

I'm especially interested in the moment where Steve realizes what's been going on. But also, especially interested in the sex.

LOL. Yes, this. Me too.

"If you won't let us, you'll do it instead."

[(Anonymous)]

Typical WWII battle, normal Peggy and random commando captured setup (would prefer Bucky or Dugan).

HYDRA goons not just threatening Peggy, but actually getting her down to her underthings before commando's threats and begging to leave her alone, take him instead get through, but not in the way he wanted.

They agree not to touch Peggy, if commando does it instead. The only choice is commando does it, out every officer there does it.

Obvious choice is obvious, and being someone she knows, someone she'd the superior officer if, and friends with doesn't make it any less humiliating, or any more consensual. HYDRA basically treating them like a live porno they can direct, until duo gets the upper hand and can escape.

Bonus for them dealing with it afterwards, both upset, anxious, and trying to compartmentalize.

Both worried about Steve's reaction, when he finds out (because she won't keep that secret from him, and does need medically checked out, because friend or not, penetration when you aren't ready can damage).

Just fuck me up with cap's best girl and one of his closest friends being tormented by noncon by/on each other, and possibly guy dealing with it worse because he managed to get it up and get off when he knew she didn't want it.

Possibly with Steve refusing to speak to Bucky if he was the male there, because he's angry with no real place to aim it.

FILL: When It's Over, I Might Dance 1/?

[(Anonymous)]

The cell block was tiny, a short corridor with two cells on each side, each only just big enough to lie down in. At least, Peggy could lie down; she was less certain Barnes could quite manage at full length. Cramped though it would have been, Peggy rather wished they were in the same cell. It would have been pleasant to have something warm to lean against.

She was over the active nausea, at least, though she still felt shaky and sick and couldn’t move quickly. Barnes was relatively unharmed, having surrendered when they held a gun to her semi-conscious head. Peggy was furious with herself for having been knocked silly in the first place, but the moving finger had writ and there was nothing to do now but deal with the consequences.

At the moment, those appeared to consist of sitting on cold concrete, listening to Barnes breathe and hoping Steve had gotten out. Peggy was cautiously optimistic, since it seemed likely there’d have been a great deal of gloating if they had managed to kill or even capture Captain America. She supposed that if it came to it, her life and Barnes’ were an acceptable trade for Steve’s, though she’d certainly prefer not to die this week.

She had managed to doze off, leaning into the corner of her cell, when the door out to the guardroom rattled open. The officer who entered first was only a leutnant, a little surprising for an installation this size, and Peggy made a note of the fact in case she got a chance to report it. Her stomach clenched as his men followed him, enough to make the corridor cramped and all of them staring at her with avid eyes. Peggy pressed her lips together. She’d always known the perils of her chosen profession; her first trainers had made sure of it.

“Stand up,” the leutnant said. Peggy did. There was no point in disobedience; it would only invite retribution and she had no great desire to be beaten before she was raped. It took longer than she liked and when she was standing her head pounded abominably. They opened her cell and two men entered to take her by the arms. “Agent Margaret Carter,” said the leutnant, sounding smug. “You are famous, you know.”

“I’m delighted,” Peggy said flatly.

The leutnant stepped forward and slapped her. Peggy gasped and staggered, her stomach trying to rebel, and only the grips on her arms kept her upright. As soon as she could she raised her head again. It was terribly tempting to ensure that the leutnant wouldn’t be able to enjoy what he was planning, and no one was holding her legs. But she held her peace as he reached for her blouse buttons and stared resolutely over his shoulder, threading her gaze between two leering faces. Barnes was not directly in her line of sight, though she could see him standing in his own cell. She had never seen him so angry before.

The leutnant pulled her blouse out of her trousers so that it hung open and cupped her breast in his hand, rubbing his thumb over the nipple through her brassiere. Peggy ignored him. “Hm,” he said, and dropped his hands to her trousers. He unbuttoned them and pushed them down her hips. She raised her chin. At least, she thought distantly, her knickers were plain and practical. The leutnant slid his hand into them.

“Stop it,” Barnes gritted, his voice quivering with fury. “Leave her alone.”

"You do not give orders here, Sergeant Barnes," the leutnent said. His fingers caressed her, gently enough that it would have been pleasant if it had been Steve.

"OK. OK," Barnes said. "Then I'm askin'. I'm begging. Please don't. You work for Hydra, ain't that enough?"

"Sergeant, don't," Peggy said tightly. She didn't like the speculative expression on the leutnent's face as he half-turned to look in Barnes' direction.

"My men need their entertainment," he said. "Would you have me tell them no?"

"I'll do it," Barnes said. Peggy blinked. She'd never have expected Barnes, of all people, to make such an offer on her behalf. "If you just want—"

The leutnant smiled suddenly, the nasty sneer of a man who'd turn a goodnight kiss into the ruin of a reputation in the stories he told the next day. "What a charming idea," he said. "Yes, charming." Peggy almost could have laughed at the faces of some of his men; they clearly didn't agree with their commander.

But she didn't have time for amusement. "Barnes, I don't need you to protect me." She, at least, had some chance of escaping permanent injury—

"Surely you would prefer your comrade the sergeant to all of us, Agent Carter," the leutnant said silkily.

Silence fell. One of the men started to snicker. Peggy was still trying to understand what that might mean when Barnes exploded, "That's not what I meant!"

The leutnant shrugged. His fingers began to move again and Peggy failed to completely suppress her shudder of revulsion. "But that is my bargain, Sergeant Barnes. You may, as you say, 'do it', or all my men will take their turns. All of them, not just these few."

Sounding strangled, Barnes said, "Carter." Peggy met his gaze. He looked horrified, and that decided her. She flicked her eyes down and back up. Barnes took a deep breath. "Fine," he said to the leutnant. Peggy would not have liked to be the target of his stare. "Fine, I'll do it."

Memory is unreliable

[(Anonymous)]

When Bucky comes in from the cold, he's vastly better-adjusted than anyone imagined he would be. He even goes on missions with Steve. Steve's over the moon.

Except then he realizes that Bucky thinks the only reason they haven't been tanked (both of them) is that the remnant of SHIELD is too underpowered to be able to afford it, and doesn't Steve think it's a little convenient that they "found" Steve and unfroze him right before there was a big ol' alien invasion?

And at first Steve's just upset about Bucky's paranoia, but then he starts getting these weird memory flashes...

Much more a psychological horror than physical, so if that's outside the scope feel free to ignore, but there's so much room for mindfuckery I thought it might qualify.

Re: Memory is unreliable

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I'm guessing you probably have read Reciprocity because this sounds kind of inspired by it, but if not, you might like it! This stuff is only part of the plot and it's very long but it has some things in common with this. http://archiveofourown.org/series/161309

Natasha/Bucky HYRDA makes them do it, it's happened before

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In CATWS, when Natasha and Sam are separated from Steve, HYDRA agents are all up on Natasha, trying to start a gangbang. Halfway through they bring in the asset. Give me Natasha trying to convince herself that having sex with Bucky is preferable to goons, and the idea that all of this has happened before

Jewish!Bucky antisemitism, torture, just nastyness

[(Anonymous)]

HYDRA and Jewish Bucky Barnes. Bad times for... Well, actually just Bucky.

Re: Jewish!Bucky antisemitism, torture, just nastyness

[(Anonymous)]

+ 1

Bucky thinks he was actually in Hell, and has to confess his sins to Steve

[(Anonymous)]

Bucky (or what is left of his mind) believes that he really did die on the mountains that day when he fell off the train, and he's spent the last 70 years literally in hell, becoming a demon. When Steve finally catches up to him, he thinks that maybe Steve is an angel who sees something worth saving in him, and if he confesses everything he's done (including *all* the trashy bits that he believes himself to have been a full and willing participant in), then maybe he'll be able to leave hell.

Just give me all of not-quite-all-there!Bucky confessing his sins, as he sees them, to Steve. Steve, for his part, may have been prepared for the murder bits and the torture bits, but they still hurt to hear. The trash, though, Steve wasn't prepared for, and Bucky finds it harder to talk about than he expected, too. But Bucky has to keep going no matter how much his body is trying to panic, he can't fail this test, because he might have to go back if he fails. The more Steve panics, of course, the more Bucky would panic too. Up to any potential filler how far he gets: if someone forces him to stop before he's done, or if Steve feels obligated to listen to everything Bucky wants to tell him, or if maybe Bucky does nope out eventually (perhaps during an especially awful trash memory) and then panics more because he thinks Steve will send him back to hell for his inability to keep going. Or something else!

Re: Bucky thinks he was actually in Hell, and has to confess his sins to Steve

[(Anonymous)]

holy shit, this is everything I never knew I needed. I really hope someone decides to fill this!

and bless you OP for coming up wit this scenario *sets camp inside your brain*